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new account, sort of edtwt but probably won’t post much. down 55 pounds lw:49kg gw:41kg

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@V4MPlREM0NEY I did exact same thing like 3 hours ago

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B/p:ed twice today, my family is on my ass about me eating all the food it’s so embarrassing like it’s all going down the toilet anyways💔🫩 tw bc

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30 hr fast done. Had this then purged it all idk what’s wrong with me

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My goal weight is literally less than 10 pounds away idk why I can’t just lock in and lose it (it will never be enough anyways but ykwim)💔 anyway my omad was 330 calories. Fasting for as long as I can cause omg why haven’t I lost weight in a month

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@KnausgaardFacts I love Julie Depardieu so much she’s nothing like her father such a vibrant woman

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@wiltedviolet You’re very pretty, you being bigger doesn’t make you ugly in any way I think you’re beautiful

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My omad( and mango and yoghurt that’s not in picture ) blleeeehhh!! 563 calories, I wanna burn it all times two

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@V4MPlREM0NEY You’re beautiful.

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Absolutely dreading vacation I have coming up, I’m going with my mom and she already has said she’s worried about me having anorexia how will I be able to control my intake it’s impossible I hate my life omg

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Ever since I got home from my apartment and been staying with my parents ive binged so extremely badly almost every single day. Today I ate over 4000 calories, cried on the toilet trying to purge everything. I’m worth nothing I’m so extremely useless and no one will ever love me

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Mom just caught me pacing back and forth in the middle of the night to ”get steps”, she called me manic ohmygod she’s onto me help

[mazzy ☮︎ @peachhiezz1]

“stuck in bmi 15-16 jail”

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Me after horrible b/p🫩🫩 I can feel myself gaining weight I ate enough to feed a family of 5 and I’m not even sure I got everything up

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Im planning on walking 30 k steps tomorrow as well as do 150 minutes on the bike🫩 I’ve eaten too much and I have to get everything out of my body im disgusted with me

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Im sick of being ”thin to average” ”lean” ”healthy weight on the smaller side” no I want to be sickly thin im disgusted why would I want to be average im gonna 🔑 people always say I’m skinny and my bmi says I am but I’m still average skinny it makes me feel so HUGEEEE

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@unjcorwn Aaaah you’re so cute

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Before and after pics, winter vs summer 😛

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I was fatshamed by a male ”friend” a couple of days ago he know I’m anorexic but he said ”you put on a few” as a ”joke”, haven’t talked to him since. Btw I haven’t putten on a few I’ve literally lost weight but I guess I’m just a big fat pig to everyone around me

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@lsdbunnie I just cringe and laugh they’re absolutely ridiculous

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@cinnakoe Think