Nyeusi Mwezi 🌙☪️

Instagram: @ablackstateofmind | @ablackstateofmindphotography | poet. dancer. pole fitness enthusiast. photographer. film maker. (DP)

[Nyeusi Mwezi 🌙☪️ @blckstateofmind]

she rises. for her Sun never leaves, just a passing storm. she’d be nothing without the rain, right?

[Nyeusi Mwezi 🌙☪️ @blckstateofmind]

Pleasure & Provisions: poetry and spiritual philosophy of Divine Feminine https://t.co/9u3zCAbFTO

[Nyeusi Mwezi 🌙☪️ @blckstateofmind]

people have a very esoteric, fantasy, mystic ass perception of me.

[Nyeusi Mwezi 🌙☪️ @blckstateofmind]

I could trust them to support my mission, but not my emotional body.

[Nyeusi Mwezi 🌙☪️ @blckstateofmind]

most of the people I’ve ever trusted, was based on a resource circumstance, not an intimate emotional relationship.

[Nyeusi Mwezi 🌙☪️ @blckstateofmind]

then I have to reflect on how I was defining and measuring trust.

[Nyeusi Mwezi 🌙☪️ @blckstateofmind]

the one person I trusted more than anyone, betrayed me.

[Nyeusi Mwezi 🌙☪️ @blckstateofmind]

it’s in my reevaluation of whom to trust that my relationships have suffered most.

[Nyeusi Mwezi 🌙☪️ @blckstateofmind]

I’m an extremist. I’m either neck deep, or you barely exist.

[Nyeusi Mwezi 🌙☪️ @blckstateofmind]

I think it's a lot to be said about my level of consistency in relationships, that my best friend is a Virgo.

[Nyeusi Mwezi 🌙☪️ @blckstateofmind]

something about The Word that always brings me home to Self.

[Nyeusi Mwezi 🌙☪️ @blckstateofmind]

you can’t force your anointing into spaces you were not called. If there is no capacity, then move along.

[Nyeusi Mwezi 🌙☪️ @blckstateofmind]

The purpose of prayer is not to notify God of a need. The purpose of prayer is to express your dependency.

[Nyeusi Mwezi 🌙☪️ @blckstateofmind]

sitting in a swarm of bees. and feeling safe.

[Nyeusi Mwezi 🌙☪️ @blckstateofmind]

don’t think below your privilege.

[Nyeusi Mwezi 🌙☪️ @blckstateofmind]

have audacity in the wilderness. study for evolution, don’t just survive.

[Nyeusi Mwezi 🌙☪️ @blckstateofmind]

your calling is greater than the presentation.

[Nyeusi Mwezi 🌙☪️ @blckstateofmind]

impatience brings false importance.

[Nyeusi Mwezi 🌙☪️ @blckstateofmind]

discipline is far cheaper than regret.

[Nyeusi Mwezi 🌙☪️ @blckstateofmind]

don’t use your power frivolously.

[Nyeusi Mwezi 🌙☪️ @blckstateofmind]

Your curiosity is not a random expenditure of your power.