Become a writer anyway. Fuck it, do it, it won't save you, but it's still a beautiful dream to write novels and short stories and poems and mingle with other dreamers and make art and laugh in the face of death. And writing is constant death. May you always live más.
It's cool I get to call myself a screenwriter when I'm actually just working through my insecurities and childhood trauma through fictional people I literally just made up lol