𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐳𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 - 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩!

💽Eleanor || she/they || 'Cause I'm just a teenage dirtbag, baby💽

[𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐳𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 - 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩! @BleedingSaviour]

𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘦
𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘐'𝘮 𝘤𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘴 '𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘴 𝘯𝘰 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘦

[𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐳𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 - 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩! @BleedingSaviour]

𝘐 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱
𝘞𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘞𝘪𝘻𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘖𝘻 𝘰𝘯 𝘳𝘦𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘵

[𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐳𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 - 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩! @BleedingSaviour]

@_MikeCrew_ 💿It's not... like that... she was conditioned to think she *has* to do these things.... that's why she ran away.... so she wouldn't have to hurt me anymore... I don't blame her...
I just wish she had waited for me...

[𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐳𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 - 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩! @BleedingSaviour]

@_MikeCrew_ 💿I can't just leave her like this!

[𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐳𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 - 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩! @BleedingSaviour]

@ARTEFACTCRAWL 💿Yes. That much is clear

[𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐳𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 - 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩! @BleedingSaviour]

@martinblackwo0d 💿Martin Kalium Blackwood

[𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐳𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 - 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩! @BleedingSaviour]

// when you're trying to rage bait Jonathan Sims but your posts won't send

[𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐳𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 - 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩! @BleedingSaviour]

@00_BINARY_00 💿hm?

[𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐳𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 - 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩! @BleedingSaviour]

@_MikeCrew_ 💿...... should've told me before I met her...

[𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐳𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 - 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩! @BleedingSaviour]

@_MikeCrew_ 💿My g-... .... my friend. ... she.......
.......
I'm not sure about.... I mean I.....
........
She did something really stupid and.. I know why she did it but.... it hurts... a lot. And... I don't think she gets it

[𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐳𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 - 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩! @BleedingSaviour]

@_MikeCrew_ 💿.... srry I didn't mean that
I've just been going thru stuff
.........
A lot of stuff

[𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐳𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 - 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩! @BleedingSaviour]

@_MikeCrew_ 💿...... I hope that fractured bone doesn't heal properly

[𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐳𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 - 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩! @BleedingSaviour]

@_MikeCrew_ 💿Man then don't post publicily ig????
Idk what 2 tell u man

[𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐳𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 - 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩! @BleedingSaviour]

@_MikeCrew_ 💿THAT WORD MEANS NOTHING TO ME, DINGUS HOW MANY MORE TIMES DO I HAVE TO REPEAT MYSELF???

...
Ehem
Go to the hospital.

[𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐳𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 - 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩! @BleedingSaviour]

"I'm not... I just can't be. It's impossible. I'm flawed and I know that but... I can't let it go."

[ abrupt end . ]

[𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐳𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 - 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩! @BleedingSaviour]

[ Eleanor & Celina Solo ]

The ceiling lights dimly light her face as the sun sets. It's almost like she's glowing in this horrible fluorescent lighting.

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[𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐳𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 - 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩! @BleedingSaviour]

"Eleanor", she finally turns to me again, "I'm so happy to have met you but... Stars.."
She looks down as a couple of tears roll down.
"You make all of this so confusing... I do these stupid things, thinking my sins will be forgiven and I'll be better but..

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