lex ⋆˚࿔

lex | 24 | they | bmi 21 | aroace | vegan | dni minors and non shedtwt | pro recovery | ifb 18+ at my own discretion

[lex ⋆˚࿔ @bleedlex]

☆ may #shedtwt intro ☆

☆ lex | 24 | vegan | some kind of ed | sh recovery | aroace | dni minors and non shedtwt | i love reading and writing and i’m in a lot of fandoms ☆

☆ ifb 18+ at my own discretion! ☆

[lex ⋆˚࿔ @bleedlex]

guys I’m about to be so back

[lex ⋆˚࿔ @bleedlex]

what the fuck am I supposed to do I don’t want to go home.

[ꪀꪮꪜꪖ 🦄🪽 @blukittendoll]

fr 😭😭😭

[lex ⋆˚࿔ @bleedlex]

guys I’m still alive if anyone cars just been doing my own thing being a fatass. 3 months clean from sh but missing it like a mf

[lex ⋆˚࿔ @bleedlex]

whoremembers when I locked in for approximately 2 days last week. I was actually working out like every day last week but my cousin has been staying over this week so I can’t workout when I get home (too embarrassing)

[lex ⋆˚࿔ @bleedlex]

really just so frustrated with myself all the time I have no self control, I can’t focus, I keep making typos in my emails

[kd @kdlovrr]

when i’m lowkey growing out of my friendships but i don’t wanna be lonely

[guy in mourning @byunsouppp]

the type of music i have to listen to so i don't end my shit on a random weekday

[┊ ݁. ☍𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘺𝘯 ͛ .ᐟ┊ @drearymalfoy]

when i post about ed on edtwt knowing damn well i haven’t counted a single calorie in over 2 months

[lex ⋆˚࿔ @bleedlex]

I’m not even gonna talk about what the scale just said

[lex ⋆˚࿔ @bleedlex]

the internal battle between wanting to get to my gw and wanting my hair to stop falling out. but also what difference does it make bc it’s been falling out even worse with me eating normally, what’s up with that?

[lex ⋆˚࿔ @bleedlex]

I’ve been eating mostly normal for over a month and my hair loss seems to only get worse. this is what I pulled from the drain catch after washing it

[lex ⋆˚࿔ @bleedlex]

oh my god get a grip 😭

[selene @hajinights]

it might seem crazy what im about to say

[lex ⋆˚࿔ @bleedlex]

bf asleep next to me im watching a video of two boys kissing and wishing I was a boy

[lex ⋆˚࿔ @bleedlex]

not pictured: all the frozen cookie dough I ate. might try to do a 24 hr fast 🤒

[lex ⋆˚࿔ @bleedlex]

lowkey just been eating frozen cookie dough since I got home

[lex ⋆˚࿔ @bleedlex]

food noise so god damn loud today

[lex ⋆˚࿔ @bleedlex]

realizing it’s lowkey always summer in the city I just moved to so I always have to have a summer body 😔

[lex ⋆˚࿔ @bleedlex]

@grubby_starves hi