napansin ko sa sarili ko lately hindi na ako nag foforce ng connection like I don't really mind if wala akong kausap or hindi kamustahin as long as feel kong okay naman ako without anyone dun ako. wala lang parang ang laking pagbabago nito for me unlike before.
people don't understand how draining it can be to try to explain what's happening inside your head when you're struggling to understand it yourself. there are times when you just unintentionally feel sad and start to feel alone.