Bela | shedtwt

Bela | 19 | she/her | shedtwt | lowkey a little bit of a vent acc but we are CHILLING

[Bela | shedtwt @blehhh167841]

when will this nightmare be over WHEN CAN I DIE THIS IS BS I TELL YOU

[𝐼𝓈𝒶𝒷ℯ𝓁𝓁🤎 @izzyfadesaway]

felt like this since i can remember wow

[Ramskull @melting_ramskul]

My skeleton just wants out
Free my boy

[Bela | shedtwt @blehhh167841]

when will this disorder consume me so i don’t consume food anymore

[Bela | shedtwt @blehhh167841]

@my_sweet_space I PICKED THE WRONG ONE I MEANT TO HIT THE NO IM SORRY ☹️☹️☹️

[Bela | shedtwt @blehhh167841]

lost 20 lbs in under a month unintentionally, i just can’t keep food down and it’s so.. it feels amazing haha

[Bela | shedtwt @blehhh167841]

@overlord_hails love you man 🫂

[Bela | shedtwt @blehhh167841]

Hey. Kinda bittersweet news, but I’m back. My ex fiancée (yes, we got engaged) and I broke up about a week and a half ago. I started getting into some real shitty stuff again, but don’t worry about me. Missed you guys.

[Bela | shedtwt @blehhh167841]

livin off vape and spite

[Bela | shedtwt @blehhh167841]

@yaoi_goonerz thanks man ☹️💕

[Bela | shedtwt @blehhh167841]

@h2morgue thank you broski 🩷

[Bela | shedtwt @blehhh167841]

hey everyone, i know nobody gaf but i’m going to recover, i’m not doing well and it’s time i love myself for who i am, and not for the number on the scale. i love you all and thank you guys for being here when i was at my worst 🩷 stay safe out there, deactivating soon 🫂

[Bela | shedtwt @blehhh167841]

@finjaedtwt 🖤

[Bela | shedtwt @blehhh167841]

girlfriend is essentially announcing her getting worse while i do it duper secret sneaky style (not posting cal intakes or even rlly counting cals) (just starving and secretly pacing every day)