Blessed N. Stressed

Christian. Blessed. Occasionally stressed. In ministry. A sock puppet account so I can rant without being ratted out.

[Blessed N. Stressed @blessdNstressd]

Look, if you're going to be a #volunteer, check your #textmessages. IDC how old you are. You have a cellphone, you told me I could text you, so check it! I need you to check your phone more than once every four days! #churchvolunteers

[Blessed N. Stressed @blessdNstressd]

Confronting them about this mess but it doesn't fix the immediate problem of $3000. Anyone want to please #loan us some money? We can't lose our house (a real possibility). We would pay you back ASAP. Yes, I'm serious. Idk what else to do. #help #prayerrequest #attheendofmyrope

[Blessed N. Stressed @blessdNstressd]

More #drama. #BoomerangMillennial finally moved out, but we found out that they & their sibling haven't paid their #studentloans, which we cosigned for. We are in a financial bind and need $3000 by beginning of Sept. Bc of their default, we can't get a #loan. I'm planning (cont)

[Blessed N. Stressed @blessdNstressd]

@YouthPastrAnon It's been my experience that most church people are all talk but no action when it comes to helping other Christians. Unfortunate, but true.

[Blessed N. Stressed @blessdNstressd]

I realize nobody is paying attention to my Twitter, but if anyone would like to #pray for the healing of a #toothache, I'd appreciate it. My #tooth is KILLING ME.
#PrayerRequest
#BrokenTooth
#IntensePain

[Blessed N. Stressed @blessdNstressd]

#Depression has me by the throat. I don't know what to do. #BoomerangMillennial has me beat down. I feel like #God has forgotten me. No matter what I do, it just makes everything worse. And I can't get one #prayer? Hoaxes on Facebook get more prayers than I do. 😢
#PrayerRequest

[Blessed N. Stressed @blessdNstressd]

Here's one for you:
I was helping #BoomerangMillennial #move. We were tying down stuff. They threw the end of the rope at me, it hit me in the face, scratched my glasses, it hurt. No #apology, no asking if I'm okay. Just acting mad because I didn't catch the rope...with my face.

[Blessed N. Stressed @blessdNstressd]

#BoomerangMillennial is out, I need to shower before they return...but I'm paralyzed into inactivity. It feels nice to have my house to myself, even temporarily, I just want to sit here quietly. #Depression sucks. I know my #alonetime is running out and that makes me more inert.

[Blessed N. Stressed @blessdNstressd]

You know what #BoomerangMillennial does with my stuff in their way? They throw it on the floor. No #respect for our stuff at all. I've asked them not to, that makes it worse. And they use #passiveaggressive stealth to do it; I go out, room's normal; I return, stuff on the floor.

[Blessed N. Stressed @blessdNstressd]

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[Blessed N. Stressed @blessdNstressd]

You know that part of #parenting where the kid grows up, discovers all the sacrifices you've made for them, becomes #thankful and thanks you, and you become friends with an appreciation of everything you've done, instead of #hating you? Still waiting on that part.

[Blessed N. Stressed @blessdNstressd]

The weight of the world is on my shoulders. The #depression is sinking in as the date of #BoomerangMillennial's moving gets closer. I know nobody cares but I feel like leaving and never returning. Nothing is ever good enough. Nobody cares. I wish someone would #pray for me.

[Blessed N. Stressed @blessdNstressd]

I thought #Millennials loved to #text? #BoomerangMillennial loves to call me about little things that could be answered via one text, then get mad if I'm where I can't talk. Um, hello? That's why there's #TEXTING! They do it JUST because they know I don't like calls. #JustTextIt

[Blessed N. Stressed @blessdNstressd]

#BoomerangMillennial got me like

[Blessed N. Stressed @blessdNstressd]

#BoomerangMillennial is back for ONE NIGHT and I already want to die. I understand they're down, life didn't work out, they're rebooting. We're trying to be supportive and just be there. All we get is #anger, #disrespect, and #eyerolls. #JustShootMe

[Blessed N. Stressed @blessdNstressd]

She rarely asks what I'd like to do on #MothersDay and when she does my suggestion is discarded. 25+ Mother's Days, they've all sucked. I'd love for my hubs & I to see a #movie tmrw but then I'd get flack from family. I hate #holidays. Just once I'd like to do something I like.

[Blessed N. Stressed @blessdNstressd]

#MothersDay The kid who cares abt me lives 200+ miles away. The #boomerang only cares abt what I can do for them. My #stepmother will spend the day at a party with her REAL kids (I'm not invited). Mom just gripes at me. We have done what SHE likes every Mother's Day (more ⬇️)

[Blessed N. Stressed @blessdNstressd]

I really feel #depressed. So much has happened this week and I'm just over it all. God needs to do a big work in my life or I'm not sure what I'm going to do. #sad #overwhelmed #DepressionIsReal

[Blessed N. Stressed @blessdNstressd]

@OuttaCrumpets Very true. The only difference here is that they're both grown-ups now, but BC thinks dad is the only one who should "compromise" (i.e. "do exactly what I want, dad"). I'm not sure what the answer is. We just gotta remember we love them, right? Hopefully that's enough.

[Blessed N. Stressed @blessdNstressd]

No wonder my #husband and #boomerang child butt heads. They're #twopeasinapod. Any idea I come up with, trying to support or help, and all I get from both of them is #NO. NO NO NO. #NEGATIVE. DUMB IDEA. CAN'T DO IT. #NEGATORY. I just don't understand why MY ideas are always bad.