i dont know whether they really like to see me or if they have things to share makanya instan senyum dan nyapa to go around or anything else but seeing other people smile is a good thing to me, alas
habis wellness mau jalan-jalan, jajan dan belanja. pulang ke kos doing the chores (mainly bebersih, nyuci, ngepel). habis itu makan dan taking the meds, tidur sebentar terus kerja lagi
i hate being vulnerable in front of someone else including the psikolog MEKAPKU LUNTUR KARENA NANGIS and i feel really weak dawg sekarang lemah lesu duduk di breakroom mikir mau ngapain habis ini