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[𓆝 ₊˚.⋆ @blestabraxas]

Why now? Why not back then?

[𓆝 ₊˚.⋆ @blestabraxas]

Here I am, texting your number and
professing my love for a corpse, knowing
these feelings will rot alongside you
waiting until both cease to exist.

[𓆝 ₊˚.⋆ @blestabraxas]

Even if I devote my life to another, would you stay? / Of course.

[𓆝 ₊˚.⋆ @blestabraxas]

Ang wika ang pag-iisip ng bayan. ( Language is the thoughts of a nation. )

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I die without seeing dawn's light shining on my country... You, who will see it, welcome it for me...don't forget those who fell during the nighttime.

[𓆝 ₊˚.⋆ @blestabraxas]

Blackbird singing in the dead of night. Take these broken wings and learn to fly.

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I opened myself to the gentle indifference of the world.

[𓆝 ₊˚.⋆ @blestabraxas]

I lived and ignored the gaping hole you brought into my life and mine alone. No one else seemed to care—no one else seemed to notice. It was only me. When it came to you, it was always reserved for me.

[𓆝 ₊˚.⋆ @blestabraxas]

Hey, have you ever tried really reaching out for the other side?

[𓆝 ₊˚.⋆ @blestabraxas]

I was weeping bitterly at the thought of my past life, of my mother, of God.

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It was all too familiar, yet similarly completely new. The words appearing in front of child had also appeared elsewhere. On a website notable for its stories. In a web novel that he followed religiously. To a character he could recognize in the blink of an eye.

[𓆝 ₊˚.⋆ @blestabraxas]

Where fears and lies melt away, music will tie what's left of me.

[𓆝 ₊˚.⋆ @blestabraxas]

She said she would find a replacement for you. As if anyone could fill what you left.

[𓆝 ₊˚.⋆ @blestabraxas]

Hey, have you ever tried really reaching out for the other side?

[𓆝 ₊˚.⋆ @blestabraxas]

Once again, I should've known. It was just like you to leave with no notice. It was just like you, indulging then disappearing. It was really... just like you.

[𓆝 ₊˚.⋆ @blestabraxas]

With how much you talked, it was as if you were trying to carve the sound of your voice in my ears.

Thinking about it, you probably were.

[𓆝 ₊˚.⋆ @blestabraxas]

Blackbird singing in the dead of night. Take these broken wings and learn to fly.

[𓆝 ₊˚.⋆ @blestabraxas]

Why now? Why not back then?

[𓆝 ₊˚.⋆ @blestabraxas]

Pursue your dream, even if it meant wagering your life in the chase.

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For as long as you'll have me, I'll stay with you. / And if I wanted that to be for forever? / Then so be it.