Carl Jung once said that one of the most destructive forces a person can carry is unused creative energy. if you have something in you that wants to be made and you keep refusing to make it, that energy does not just go away. it turns inward and starts working against you.
You don’t need motivation.
You need an entirely new frequency.
Behaviour is an extension of frequency.
You don’t need more discipline.
You need a frequency that behaves differently by default.