I look at my friends who had clarity & agency from a very young age, then I look at the relationship they have with their parents. makes sense. when your adult trusts you to make your own decisions, make mistakes, &
so your 20s are like one big humiliation ritual until 27 - 30 where you have to fight suicidal ideation bc after 30 is when life actually starts?! got it.
suicidal ideation is crazy cause why am i eating a breakfast english muffin and thinking about blowing my shit smoove off. like nothing bad is even happening
*that* scene in e7 where you can see a war between old carmy and new carmy written across his face as he tries to keep his cool and find the “right” reaction without completely falling apart... career-best stuff
philippine vs actually taking accountability for the culture of violence theyve normalized in this country for so long and recognizing how its affected children today instead of using videos games as a scapegoat