@dontkillmeyo @wahabrxhmxn takes a fag to know a fag… also its spelled dyke cocksucker if ur gonna be homophobic do it right at least goddamn straight people really cant do anything
i lowk relapsed self harm a little bit and like theyre barely there but it still happened and im feeling like starting to starve myself again and i dont want to but idk its a weird feeling i feel like i HAVE to and i cant stop
shows how long i was in this for. i started in mid 2020 after i got super fat during covid and i just kept going until i got to 100 lbs and was underweight but it wasnt enough and i wish i just stayed there. i looked so good then. recovery is just fucking weird fml
its so weird, ive been in recovery on and off for over a year now and i look at photos and i am so much bigger than i used to be and sometimes i want to start back up because whos going to stop me now, this is exactly what i always wanted im an adult and no one cares if i starve-
myself but now that i can i just dont have the energy. i used to feel so sick all the time and i dont miss that but im chronically ill so i still feel sick all the time so really whats the difference? its funny that i still have this account and another from 2021 that really-
@comfortwaves6 i havent been on edtwt in so long that i didnt even see this, congrats honey, it really makes me so happy to see my old mutuals also moving towards recovery. love you🤍
is it bad that every day my brain screams become bulimic become bulimic become bulimic……. im literally like 125 now i feel humongous i feel disgusting but i cant stop eating i want to die