i love having joy and whimsy in my life (i dance to the music in my headphones wherever and whenever)
daily weight: 127.5 (bmi 41.6)
yesterday was an omad, hoping today will be too
it's getting easy for me to ignore the hunger pangs, huh
hi evb
i look (and feel) like absolute hell on wheels but i haven't binged in like, 9 days, congrats to me ig
daily weight 128.1 kg (bmi 41.7, finally out of bmi 42)
planning to move around a bit more today and fast for like 20 hrs (currently on hour 11)
it's embarrassing knowing i'm bmi 42 now, even tho i lost like
1.6 kilos in a week and i'm trying to eat as healthy as i can
it just doesn't feel like i'm doing enough
i stopped counting calories but i still estimate every meal in my head
plus mom pressures me into counting even tho she knows i might relapse
well, guess who took lax for the first time in god knows how long yesterday :')))
okay so i have some news
first, i started ozempic (an analogy of it that's available in my country) by endo's prescription, today's my second injection
second, i think i'm relapsing (as usual, lol)
moot hunt!
꒰ ꒱──⑅─ ♡ ─⑅──꒰ ꒱
i'm erin/lessy, 18, mia, bmi 40
this is my online diary
i fb selectively, if i don't feel comfortable/you're under 16 i won't fb
prorecov, not edtwt dni
꒰ ꒱──⑅─ ♡ ─⑅──꒰ ꒱
♡ + ↻ to be moots!
moot hunt!
꒰ ꒱──⑅─ ♡ ─⑅──꒰ ꒱
i'm erin/lessy, 18, mia, bmi 40
this is my online diary
i fb selectively, if i don't feel comfortable/you're under 16 i won't fb
prorecov, not edtwt dni
꒰ ꒱──⑅─ ♡ ─⑅──꒰ ꒱
♡ + ↻ to be moots!
hm
thinking about new layout
on one hand i want to make it vocaloid themed, kaito/len probably
on the other i want to make it something abstract like vaporwave/just aesthetic
moots, what are your thoughts?