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ㅤㅤㅤ 𐚲

[‘ @bloomofdown]

We, as a women, fights for decades in order to gain our rights not for you to degrade us.

[‘ @bloomofdown]

Stop being so insensitive, misogyny is not a thing to be normalized, your rape joke is never ever funny nor is your sexual harassment joke towards women— it's harmful not only to a specific victim but to every women out there.

[‘ @bloomofdown]

People always tend normalize things and take it as a grain of salt when they've never once been in the victim shoes, you'll feel sick once you have a splick of empathy in your plate.

[‘ @bloomofdown]

It feels all weird and confusing when you couldn't seem to find the right way to manage any affection given to you, so you decided to— throw it all away and push it far from you.

[‘ @bloomofdown]

https://t.co/F639VdHdiW

[‘ @bloomofdown]

I am fully aware this should be my karma, but shouldn't this be enough? four years going on and you keep coming back to mess me up.

[‘ @bloomofdown]

I never wanted to remember all the things we had and every words you said so gently to me, who would wants that? Being trapped in a rouge coloured cage, being able to only love you exceptionally whilst your hands will be in another embrace?

[‘ @bloomofdown]

Because I'll throw a tantrum to stay in 2022 and you'll be leaving to live.

[‘ @bloomofdown]

I'm still childish the way I am in the past though, Wowon.

[‘ @bloomofdown]

If we face each other this time, I promise to be more mature, I will show you how much I have changed for the better. But for now, we'll stay oblivious to each other.

[‘ @bloomofdown]

I regret everything I do

[‘ @bloomofdown]

And again, everything that I always longed for are bound to be screwed up by my own self, I can't just fathom this became a neverending cycle that eventually tires me & leads to the same ends, everytime.

[‘ @bloomofdown]

I hope you feel regret everytime you hear my name and everytime my face came across your mind.

[‘ @bloomofdown]

I truly, deeply coined my hypothalamus with you and there goes your blood runs through my veins and all, but I, I would never understand your way to show love, to show me, what is the antonym of hatred.

[‘ @bloomofdown]

And I gave it all up, I do. Kneeling and all you gave was the endless pit of hell you put me into, giving birth to me and keep me in this cage until I die, or until I ran away far from my homeland and change my name so that you'll never know me, every piece of me, forget it.

[‘ @bloomofdown]

Is it really that hard for us to be nice? To live with kindness and empathy?

[Tubi 🥰🫦🧨💥 @tubirfess]

2beer! Jujur lumayan sebel sih, harus berangkat pagi banget dgn bawaan banyak termasuk laptop. Tp harus desek2an sama pedagang yang bawa bawaan segede gini. Bukan diskriminasi atau gimana, tapi emang boleh ya bawa dagangan ke Commuter Line? Belom lagi, maaf ya baunya itu loh 🤢

[‘ @bloomofdown]

It was never you, swear it. It was never you that I was mad at all along, and perhaps the cowardice I saw were mine all along.

[‘ @bloomofdown]

Because from now on I reflect, I questions his behaviour when in fact I did that to someone else too. We never learn until it happened to us, we would never truly understand the things happened to people unless it happened to us too.

[‘ @bloomofdown]

I started thinking about it more, perhaps, God sent him as a karma for my past behaviour, for the love i've sabotaged, for the heart I left empty. I see my past self in him and it's somehow hurtful to accept that.

[‘ @bloomofdown]

What hurts me the most is the reality— that I actually am unable to hate my mother, no matter how cruel she treated me.