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I have no idea what's going on, I'm just here for the food

[K @blqckwolfmbs]

anyway fun little life update (I'm losing my mind)

[K @blqckwolfmbs]

i need to be put down like an aggressive dog, what is this doing to me 😭

slow burn irl, going on 4 years its so bad
keep in mind he 100% had feelings first i just assumed neither of us was ever going to say anything

[K @blqckwolfmbs]

started my period :/, cried for 20 minutes, and took an advil, went ice skating??, took a nap and about to make some pasta now

unfortunately, my problems have not magically disappeared, but the mood has much improved :)

[K @blqckwolfmbs]

just took my last final, how much feral screaming do we think i can do in my car before someone calls the cops on me or I start crying?

I don't know if I need a nap, food, or a total breakdown

[K @blqckwolfmbs]

just took my last final, how much feral screaming do we think i can do in my car before someone calls the cops on me or I start crying?

I don't know if I need a nap, food, or a total breakdown

[K @blqckwolfmbs]

yall ever be doing something and feel a whole sob forming in your chest and tears behind your eyes and you gotta be like nope nah nuh uh I don't have time for this right now and physically gulp it away? or is that like really concerning?

[kiki @kiki_yaps]

BRING IT BACK. RETVRN TO TRADITION.

[K @blqckwolfmbs]

the weather is getting colder, I've been trying to lose the self pity lately, it got dark at 5:26 today, and I really just miss my friend

[K @blqckwolfmbs]

@mmmaheenmoonpie its such watery coffee, but for the convienience of a single cup it might be worth it

aeropress is another good option for a single cup, easy to clean, and you can get it 2ndhand or on sale

I have a pot but it's inconvenient if u just want one cup

[K @blqckwolfmbs]

it was going so well with my mom for a while there of course I needed something to happen and remind me that no matter what I exist to swallow down every ounce of resentment my mother has so it doesn't eat her alive. There is no shortage of it, she is a woman and I am her pawn

[K @blqckwolfmbs]

@kiki_yaps girl quit encouraging me, my voice of logic is working overtime rn

[K @blqckwolfmbs]

yall are so lucky I'm underage, don't have a fake ID, don't know where to get drugs, and have too much social anxiety to ask my roommate for weed bc substance abuse seems like such an easy solution to my problems rn and such a good excuse to become the worst version of myself

[K @blqckwolfmbs]

@kiki_yaps I just don't like asking people for stuff lmao 💀

[K @blqckwolfmbs]

at what point do the people we've lost stop feeling like ghosts
at what point does the clock tick again

[K @blqckwolfmbs]

how many aura points did I lose when I tripped in slow motion and the back of my dress came up and I flashed everyone my entire ass completely sober

[K @blqckwolfmbs]

I want to love something as much as white girls love trader joes

[K @blqckwolfmbs]

@mmmaheenmoonpie jiu jitsu is so cathartic and it's usually easy enough to accommodate injuries and disabilities! you get to choose how hard you want to go and the community is great