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vent acc // ana-r // bpd // i disappear a lot

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ongoing accountability thread🐆 🎱🩸

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@yaivhz money

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i have no idea how much i weigh rn im ngl

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everyone talking ab ariana grande rn is triggering me so bad

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do people actually get in ana competitions with the other person knowing?? its so much more triggering when they have no idea youre competing with them

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@dollyyalice i can respect this and the yolks are where all the nutrition is at but i never liked the yolks���😔

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anorexia really is like a toxic ex i cant let go of i always end up running back to it no matter how recovered i think i get

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im romanticizing my 2021 ed ive been feeling so nostalgic for that time and i was in a sort of honeymoon phase for my anorexia at the time

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i keep disappearing off of this account im like maybe this is a toxic environment for me to be in then i always come back

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i don’t want to go to work anymore i feel so fat and it’s making me angry and the thought of having to work with my awful manager is making me want to murder someone

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@miausanity @slemz645 me w a thigh gap

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im literally so fucking fat im literally ginormous i spent all morning looking at photos of me from last year and i was so much smaller and i am so huge now i can literally feel all of my fat i cant stop thinking about it i dont know what to do

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i was so thin this time last year i was literally 20 pounds lighter last summer and i have barely been able to lose any weight lately it’s making me so anxious because i look so fucking fat and huge and i look so ugly and i have a big event next month how am i supposed to lose it

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woke up and ate 755 calories what is wrong with me

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@ec_lips3 nah that hit hard bc those are my fav kind of cookies

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@chikap0p you have the longest legs known to man

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@v33c4ls @kittyravag3 mine left bc i had an ed

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do you guys think i can lose 20lbs in 2 months?

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One bad day can reverse so much progress it’s insane

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@miistynova or i think theyre actually wild cherry i dont remember

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@miistynova barebells is actually really good i love the raspberry ones