i think i can understand jingjing a little..
gue rasa mungkin karena jingjing started her journey in the entertainment industry at such a young age, perjalanan ini jadi terasa jauh lebih panjang yaa. almost a decade and more of growing up in this industry, tapi ternyata masih ada begitu banyak dreams yang belum kesampaian, dan mungkin ada masa di mana dia merasa she still hadn't reached the peak she'd been chasing all this time.
apalagi setelah personal manager yang selama ini membimbing dia meninggal, jingjing pernah bilang she felt lost, kehilangan arah, dan gak tahu lagi harus dengerin atau minta advice ke siapa.
dia juga pernah moved to korea, pernah built an idol group— fell, failed, got back up again... dan entah berapa banyak hal yang sebenarnya dia lewati behind the scenes, things we'll probably never fully know. and then suddenly... acting??? 😭 completely out of her comfort zone.
dari modelling, dancing, performing, lalu harus belajar acting from zero. imagine being in this industry for that long and still having the courage to become a beginner all over again. and look at her now... slowly climbing, higher and higher.
she has an official cp with jan, a mascot loved by so many people, bigger crowds, louder screams, and more people finally discovering the name jingjing yu 🤧 maybe she still has so many dreams left to chase, but seeing how far she's come... god, i'm just so glad you chose to start again, jingjing.
thank you for not giving up on yourself.