I’m so tired of being stressed out like this for nothing. A relationship shouldn’t add twice as much stress as everything else in my life. I’m done with this and I’m done dating period.
My grandma told me once that love isn’t always easy but it’s worth it. So in my mind, if you’re willing to give up on it that easily then you never loved me in the first place.
I have no reason to feel the way I do. I have so much to be grateful and happy about but for whatever reason I feel so empty. I keep fighting and doing the work but it’s just not enough. I don’t want to feel like this anymore.