J 🪽

idolizing self destruction since birth

[J 🪽 @blureddiary]

✧ new to #edtwt & #edtwtkpop ✧
20
looking for #edtwt moots ୨୧
sw: 64.4kg • cw: 54.2kg • gw: 50kg • ugw: 45kg
thinspo: giselle (aespa) + quenlin blackwell ♡
Mentally unstable ♡
#kpopedtwt #shtwt
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[J 🪽 @blureddiary]

Ugh I love Fridays, that's when I take my weekly Laxatives 😌

[Lumi ‎꩜ @Lumixicals]

This is how i felt when i first joined edtwt

[J 🪽 @blureddiary]

@zprinkleangel So relatable 🥹

[J 🪽 @blureddiary]

Ed makes you SO creative with meals to cook like holy moly.

[J 🪽 @blureddiary]

@repusion Hi moots? 🎀

[J 🪽 @blureddiary]

I am craving cereal soooo bad

[J 🪽 @blureddiary]

Oh yeah I am deep into this, almost had a panic attack when I saw that my meal if I added mlre rice would've been 110kcal instead under a 100. Like my heart DROPPED lmaoooo 😭😭
#edtwtㅤ

[J 🪽 @blureddiary]

@izzyfadesaway You're prettyyyyy 🎀

[J 🪽 @blureddiary]

OMFG my mom just told me I look better again not so skinny....but I only gained 0.9kg. Either its placebo effect for her since I said I am eating too much. OR I ACTUALLY GOT FAT AGAIN.
#edtwt #edrtwt #edtwtkpop

[J 🪽 @blureddiary]

After my binge week bc of my period, I am locking the fuck back in today. And its working well!!!
#edtwtㅤ #edtwtkpop

[J 🪽 @blureddiary]

@zprinkleangel Yess

[J 🪽 @blureddiary]

@slimdreamerr Yayyy congratssss

[eva @dollsnings]

i need her waist omg !

[J 🪽 @blureddiary]

@zprinkleangel @smallm1m1 @KenziahL76297 @honeybunnyjar @xizhyeon @april1lxari @tartmisu @seraphiccpixie OMGG MEEE!! AWEEE LOVE YA TOO 💓🎀🎀

[J 🪽 @blureddiary]

Guys my 12 followers, where are youuu guyssssss. Interact with meeee 🎀

[J 🪽 @blureddiary]

I hate my mouth for opening.

[J 🪽 @blureddiary]

Ok nvm I am NOT doing it, cause the thought of even going over 1000 like that scares me, and makes me really uncomfortable. So I am safeeeee

[J 🪽 @blureddiary]

I am gonna do something risky and fatty I think, just bc I am on my period and wow if I do. I will be at 1400+. I meaaaaan its in my maintenance deficit....is it dumb? I am gonna cry

[J 🪽 @blureddiary]

I wanna weigh myself SO BAD, but I won't cause I KNOW much I'll hate it even tgo I am on my period