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i bite
tw: NSFW, weight loss, rage

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jayce talis i luv u so much never forget that

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bro i get the ick so easily from people 🤢

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Anyway, good morning. Please, have a nice breakfast.

#jayvik

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the urge to go MIA for a month or two is really tempting i can’t lie

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LOSE* not lost wtf

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guys if i lock in is it possible to lost roughly 60 lbs by the end of the year

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@EnvoiVT a lot haha, i don’t wanna share just yet cause im self conscious

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started my calorie deficit today 💪🏼

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i be horny but like only for fictional men 🫩 (sometimes women as well)

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heeeey guys i see a bunch of you followed me :3

this alt is for more personal stuff for me, which may include more triggering posts cause i might vent, so be warned!

might be more sus over here as well so don’t judge me 🥴

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@Shadowking598 @BluEucliffe lmaoooo

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bro i’m so hate filled why can i be normal

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@RokkuuVT no no it’s fine i just forget ppl are following me here

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nasty

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@RokkuuVT oh my god you’re everywhere

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and this isn’t fair to my friends either. they’re allowed to have other friends. i think it might be past trauma of my old friends abandoning me for new people and relationships. when my friends talk to new people my brain tells me im in danger of losing them to their new friends

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i went from having anxious attachment 2 years ago to being as avoidant as possible and it fucking sucks cause one moment i’ll be so in love and then the next i want nothing to do with you

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but also why do i get jealous so easily? not just romantically but platonically as well. i could be avoidant but the minute i see my friends hanging out with someone other than me it’s like a burning sensation spreads through my chest

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anyways

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also non-sexual dominance and intimacy is sooo >>>>>>