otessa ୨ৎ

worlds most annoying porcelain doll

[otessa ୨ৎ @blushdiet]

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ otessa’s edtwt intro ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
✧.* 21
✧.* she/her
✧.* ana-r, ugw 40kg
✧.* hot girl in stem
✧.* looking for more 18+ moots !
✧.* ♡ / ↺ to be moots :)

[otessa ୨ৎ @blushdiet]

HI i forgot my password and every time i would try to login id get locked out 😭

[otessa ୨ৎ @blushdiet]

hello is this thing on

[otessa ୨ৎ @blushdiet]

p*rged last night after 2 months </3

[otessa ୨ৎ @blushdiet]

always and forever addicted to wieiad videos

[june 🦢 @cranberrysprtz]

21 with the same self-hatred and eating disorder i had at 10

[otessa ୨ৎ @blushdiet]

hii

[otessa ୨ৎ @blushdiet]

me but the her is my lw

[otessa ୨ৎ @blushdiet]

i wish i could live in the haze of some of the pins on my board, like the ones where it just feels like a crisp fall morning and the outside air is cool and foggy

[otessa ୨ৎ @blushdiet]

i feel like i am forever chasing something intangible to me

[otessa ୨ৎ @blushdiet]

was reading blog posts i made in 2016 and feeling very bad abt how i get older and i am still sick no matter how hard i try to recover

[otessa ୨ৎ @blushdiet]

being grown w a whole ass job and everything takes up basically all of my time and yet i am still as disordered as ever unfortunately

[otessa ୨ৎ @blushdiet]

hi my loves, i am once again apologizing for my inactivity

[otessa ୨ৎ @blushdiet]

hi my loves, i am once again apologizing for my inactivity

[otessa ୨ৎ @blushdiet]

around this time 4 years ago i was at my lw. 39kg pls come back I promise ill treat u so good this time

[otessa ୨ৎ @blushdiet]

unfortunately low cal ice cream does solve a lot of my problems

[otessa ୨ৎ @blushdiet]

finally got my creami no longer want to d*e

[otessa ୨ৎ @blushdiet]

finally got my creami no longer want to d*e

[otessa ୨ৎ @blushdiet]

wasted so much of my life wishing and wanting and not doing

[otessa ୨ৎ @blushdiet]

@tearszombiee it lowkey pisses me off so bad when they plate it idk why 😭 like atp it eat off a napkin

[otessa ୨ৎ @blushdiet]

and i relapsed on purging yesterday after 2(?) months :/

[otessa ୨ৎ @blushdiet]

i hate coming on here and complaining but my headspace is so off recently and i feel terrible abt myself

[otessa ୨ৎ @blushdiet]

@lightestfangs i will sooner count the cals in a stick of gum than in a pickle idc

[otessa ୨ৎ @blushdiet]

like stuck in a plateau, breaking out, no money, working basically 12 hour days lol i need to be sedated

[otessa ୨ৎ @blushdiet]

i hate coming on here and complaining but my headspace is so off recently and i feel terrible abt myself