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art, proses, and poetry of a tinted soul • original unless otherwise stated • — c.g.d.

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When they said, “Love yourself first. You can’t give what you don’t have,” I couldn’t help but shake my head in disbelief. I’d really beg to differ.

I’ve been broken badly enough to lose all sense of self-love... but with everything I had left, I loved you.

God. I loved you.

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it’s okay

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i know i love you because i need to constantly remind myself of all the unforgivable, irreversible, terrible things you’ve done just to convince myself that i don’t

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reflecting

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kinalimutan ko ang sarili ko para patuloy kang mahalin.

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never thought we’d reach the end
how do i love again

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i am in so much pain

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dad,

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if it will get better
why can’t it be now

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god i know i’ve always been a warrior
but when does this battle end
i’d like to lay my weapons down now
let me find my peace again

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what is it in me

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stuck in the aftermath

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exhausted

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i almost never fail people
when i do, it’s hardly in the way that they fail me.