tulip ྀིྀི

[tulip ྀིྀི @bmibea]

open me ૮꒰˶  - ˕ -꒱ა

[tulip ྀིྀི @bmibea]

@hwadainty thank u :(<3

[tulip ྀིྀི @bmibea]

in a weird bit of absolutely hating my body but also not really caring. all im thinking about is my food intake and how long i fast for

[tulip ྀིྀི @bmibea]

@willyoucutit2 i work there and even though my store doesnt do bra fittings, we’re not mandated reporters so they wont safeguard you. the person doing the fitting may ask if youre alright but that just depends on person to person

[tulip ྀིྀི @bmibea]

@hwadainty LITERALLY! i’ll either shit my body weight or not at all

[tulip ྀིྀི @bmibea]

i am both constantly shitting yet not at all… i love my life

[tulip ྀིྀི @bmibea]

i was genuinely eating bs what is this

[tulip ྀིྀི @bmibea]

my depressing dinner

219 cals

[tulip ྀིྀི @bmibea]

@miusuicide OH??? all imma say is that it lowk does hurt in the moment but as soon as the wax is off it is fine

[tulip ྀིྀི @bmibea]

the only thing i don’t like about getting waxed is taking my clothes off.. please don’t mind how fat i am i am well aware

[tulip ྀིྀི @bmibea]

@miusuicide YES #THAT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[tulip ྀིྀི @bmibea]

i genuinely Cannot. be on this account for too long because i feel myself start to miss things i Rlly Shouldn’t be missing

[tulip ྀིྀི @bmibea]

@miusuicide anything happen 👀👀👀👀

[tulip ྀིྀི @bmibea]

@miusuicide okay fine i do since u said so 😊❤️

[tulip ྀིྀི @bmibea]

@miusuicide

[tulip ྀིྀི @bmibea]

@miusuicide do i rlly want to tho

[tulip ྀིྀི @bmibea]

@miusuicide so is this just in general or 👀👀👀

[tulip ྀིྀི @bmibea]

@miusuicide …jimmy fallon…??

[tulip ྀིྀི @bmibea]

i think this is the starting point of my insanity in 2025…. they didn’t know it was gonna get so much worse

[tulip ྀིྀི @bmibea]

what did i mean by this

[tulip ྀིྀི @bmibea]

me currently.

[tulip ྀིྀི @bmibea]

@miusuicide i’m so tired of them

[tulip ྀིྀི @bmibea]

why does edtt not use ⭐️🪽 as “starving” and just use it any which way… like do they use it as a code for being on edtt or what

[tulip ྀིྀི @bmibea]

gonna aim for a 24+ hour fast soon.. sigh i’m going to greece soon i need to be as small as i can get

[tulip ྀིྀི @bmibea]

sometimes i hope that i die so that the people that have made me feel like shit feel bad about the way they treated me but maybe i’m a bad person