Zandik

bpdtwt edtwt venttwt 20yo 161cm 4xkg , relapse new account dni -18 she/her

[Zandik @bmishit]

listen yall English is like my third language sometimes i make sense sometimes i dont give me a break and bear with me

[Zandik @bmishit]

but i dont want to att, i want to actually die i think im done ive had enough sorrow for a lifetime

[Zandik @bmishit]

Also considering sh

[Zandik @bmishit]

Im genuinely considering sui again after four years of my last attempt

[Zandik @bmishit]

I cant bear people looking at me

[Zandik @bmishit]

Now that i think about it i was always shamed for what i wear or therefore my lack of options
Youngest child, no money, school requires a uniform so my parents never let me buy anything at all and people laughed at me for it alot

[Zandik @bmishit]

@mcugirl aww he sees what hes tagged in?

[Zandik @bmishit]

i dont know how to be vulnerable
Im like a defansive scaredy stray cat and apparently i need to be vulnerable to have a partner

[Rei!! ‧˚꒰🐾୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 @Reidryyxx]

When u start feeling left out again but you don’t wanna ruin the mood

[Zandik @bmishit]

@dragonsblood444 mwahs love you

[Zandik @bmishit]

Wdym white people have my biggest dreams without ever thinking about it? Wdym people can just show their hair and never think about it or fight for it? wdym u can just wear a t shirt and jeans?
i feel like my heart is actually breaking i wish i never saw how free people live

[Zandik @bmishit]

wdym i can do nothing i ever want

[Zandik @bmishit]

Anyone else up feeling absolutely hopeless

[Zandik @bmishit]

@dragonsblood444 wait im proud of you do u want me to leave u alone so edtwt wont pop on ur page

[~naïomi @deuxailesdecire]

why is everyone fine without me

[Zandik @bmishit]

@drhousereaal lowkey i could do this if only i had a cOMPUTER

[Zandik @bmishit]

@TimViscera whats bbc short for😭😭😭😭😭😭

[Zandik @bmishit]

@Yvettebunnie not the Italian/ american pizza tho theyre just … bleh 🥀

[Zandik @bmishit]

@vicodincutter