lottie ᯓ★

non edtwt dni 🪽 | bmi ?? | 𐙚 pro-recovery ⋆˚࿔ 🗡️

[lottie ᯓ★ @bnnanbrd]

tonight’s din 🎃🥕

so comforting! prob high in cals but idc i only had a piece of toast today. anywhooo i got a new job!! second employment of the week + went driving so today was a good day!!

[lottie ᯓ★ @bnnanbrd]

@lsdbunnie omg i had a cali i ran out in 3 days i miss it 🫩

[lottie ᯓ★ @bnnanbrd]

tonight’s dinner 🥟

sorry i haven’t been active like i said, ive been trying to find a job and get my license, thankfully i am halfway there!!

[lottie ᯓ★ @bnnanbrd]

@newyearcrashout omg heyy how have u been!

[lottie ᯓ★ @bnnanbrd]

hey… gained to 63kg… relapsing and gonna try and be more active on here to hold myself accountable..
😞 is anyone still active here ?

[lottie ᯓ★ @bnnanbrd]

@ricecakemold47 yessss

[lottie ᯓ★ @bnnanbrd]

@iamnotsusanne tyyy luv !

[lottie ᯓ★ @bnnanbrd]

i know i’m an empath, and i can be lazy and overly-sensitive. i know that i spent so long surviving that it’s understandable to struggle figuring out how to live. but just how do i start setting up my future, my future career, idk what im passionate about

[lottie ᯓ★ @bnnanbrd]

hi. been having health issues, now extremely anxious and in a funk i haven’t been able to get out of. i got laid off my job due to my health. and i hate the waiting of looking for a new job, but i need routine. but the more time i spend with myself, the more i start to freak out

[lottie ᯓ★ @bnnanbrd]

HOW DO I EAT OMGG and yall know when u get too hungry to eat anything like ive been like that for 24 hours idk how to eat rn omg

[lottie ᯓ★ @bnnanbrd]

hey guys it’s been so long i relapsed and am going to quit my job soon how is everyone

[lottie ᯓ★ @bnnanbrd]

i don’t even count cals anymore lol

[lottie ᯓ★ @bnnanbrd]

just got back from er they think i have pcs which would explain EVERYTHING but also requires surgery ;-; and 2 ovarian cysts and my periods about to start
still feeling the morphine tho thank gyat

[lottie ᯓ★ @bnnanbrd]

@zzihoonpyo thank uuu 😄 i gained sm since December and weighed myself for the first time yesterday ive gained so much muscle my dysmophia is soooo crazy… tyyy this helps me sm 😚😚😚

[lottie ᯓ★ @bnnanbrd]

do i look bmi 19 be so honest

[lottie ᯓ★ @bnnanbrd]

@zzihoonpyo my bf thinks changed my bmi calculator from 5’8 to 5’6 and now i’m rethinking everything ever 🫩 tyyy ori hope ur doing well!

[lottie ᯓ★ @bnnanbrd]

just taking up so much space omfg

[lottie ᯓ★ @bnnanbrd]

04/16

[lottie ᯓ★ @bnnanbrd]

tummy ain’t ever been this flat but i feel so freaking big this is the largest i’ve felt in so long ugh

[lottie ᯓ★ @bnnanbrd]

i’m fucking crying over this