i always wished for someone who'd be afraid to lose me but how could anyone fear losing me when all i ever showed was that l'd stay no matter how they treated me
teens will be suicidal, homicidal, seIf harm, have multiple drug addictions, be in & out of multiple abusive relationships, hallucinate, isolate, have complete delusions and yall will STILL say “it’s the teen years they’re supposed to be like that it’s just hormones”
“everybody fucking hates me” was ingrained in me at 8 years old so now to this day no matter how close someone is to me i will always wonder if they actually like being my friend
i want to be good. and do good. and be nice to people. and make people happy. and have good and healthy relationships with people. i want to learn to forgive and i want to understand other people. i want to be loved and adored and i want to love and adore