Alder

Alder // he/ him // 25 //

Tired, but trying. Posts about PMD and DBZ, and webcomics. Especially webcomics.

[Alder @bograbbit]

URGENT COMMISSIONS/DONATIONS NEEDED -- My wife is losing her income this month, and I only work part time right now. I am doing my best to find a better paying job and she is looking for work as well, but I am really struggling to make ends meet 1/?

[Alder @bograbbit]

I'm so normal lately don't mind me

[Alder @bograbbit]

Fumble(my wife) and I both put so many of our own mental health things into Kian it's so funny. He's like what if all of our symptoms were one very mentally ill suicidal twink

[Alder @bograbbit]

Like Cyrrus got way more of my shit bc he got hit with the ADHD stick around the same time I realized I for sure have it. But Kian hits different bc he got my much more pressing symptoms of 'suicidal and hates themself and is convinced they are a scourge onto their loved ones"i

[Alder @bograbbit]

@skinnymeanfag I feel more normal today than I did a few days ago so hopefully that lasts, it probably is seasonal somehow. Or just that I genuinely can't sleep in the summer so I'm constantly operating on less than 5 hours of sleep a day. Idk thank u tho it means a lot ;;

[Alder @bograbbit]

Anyways the past few days I've been like. More suicidal and depressed than in a long time. And then I cried for eight hours and now today I feel normal again. Idk what's wrong with me but I go actually insane every summer so I shouldn't be surprised

[Alder @bograbbit]

idkkk i will post them in more detail on here or tumblr or smth soon i just have no energy to draw recently and am very shy rn. shout out to the like 5 people who know about them. they are limited to you at the moment

[Alder @bograbbit]

im in a hell where i want to post about my ocs to be more social and stuff but geniunely all i drew them doing is having sex. i have more drawings of them naked than i do clothed. granted its a comic with a lot of porn in it but i do promise there is a plot. promise

[ちま @chimachimadb]

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[Alder @bograbbit]

@pinkrox3 just saw this(im not on here much) but thank you so much it means a ton, thank you

[Alder @bograbbit]

DISCOUNTED COMMISSIONS OPEN
Would anyone be interested in a commission like this for 50$(15$ off my usual price)? I need money for a taxi to get to work the next few days, and could use help affording it. DM me to claim a slot, more examples here: https://t.co/xsimEsrK1a

[Alder @bograbbit]

@pinkrox3 I don't have a kofi but I have a PayPal that can accept donations if you were wanting ;; my PayPal is [email protected] ! Thank you so much you're so kind

[Alder @bograbbit]

DISCOUNTED COMMISSIONS OPEN
Would anyone be interested in a commission like this for 50$(15$ off my usual price)? I need money for a taxi to get to work the next few days, and could use help affording it. DM me to claim a slot, more examples here: https://t.co/xsimEsrK1a

[Alder @bograbbit]

because i live paycheck to paycheck. and i'm so fucked. and i'm scared and frustrated. it can't always be like this. it just can't

[Alder @bograbbit]

i don't even know what to ask for. how much money i would need. etc. because i can't afford to get my car assessed at all, all i know is whatever is happening is bad enough that driving it at all is a risk for it catching on fire. and i don't have any savings or anything

[Alder @bograbbit]

and i can't keep taking commissions bc my mental health is so shitty right now all i can do is work and sleep and i still dont have enough money. and i just don't know what to do. i wish i had family that cared or something but i really truly do not. what do i do

[Alder @bograbbit]

i really need to make another fucking emergency donation post because my finances are so fucked because of my car dying but i dont even know what to say at this point. like yeah sorry my life is a neverending cycle of financial crisis? what do i even do at this point

[Alder @bograbbit]

i dont know if i can even pay my rent this month because my wife can't get a job without our car. and i'm taking the bus but it's eating our money. and so many bills are overdue because of previous financial crisises. no matter how hard i try it just keeps happening

[Alder @bograbbit]

I didn't have to do any of that because the bus runs until 10pm so I can get to work fine. And so I went and did that for nothing. And I get to feel like garbage about it all forever and ever. And my car is still busted. Yay

[Alder @bograbbit]

Oh my god I'm in super mega hell. Like today has been one of the worst days in my life and it's a little more okay now but I sure did just get emotionally abused by my mom for an hour over the phone and it was all for nothing. And my car is so broken it might be totalled. Hell

[Alder @bograbbit]

Going to college(which she didn't help me with at all) and for working at McDonald's. Until I was sobbing and apologizing over and over, then she tells me to stop being hysterical. All for rides to work for a few weeks while I figure things out. And then it turns out