plus there was a really bad and long period where I was super innactive due to personal reasons like a lot of stuff that happened and even if I tried to draw during these times It was really hard to even finish something and I just keep doing like one line every 5 minutes haha
I keep wondering if my stuff actually improved over the years. Thought Iβd get faster but itβs the opposite, I spend more time now and canβt tell if itβs better or if Iβm overdoing it. Iβve got low confidence even when people like it so itβs hard for me to to judge my own stuff