Velvet

[Velvet @bone_envy]

I just want to be loved unconditionally and that comes easy when youre beautiful

[Velvet @bone_envy]

Had a healthy era but im im back and will get a thigh gap again by christmas i MUST

[Velvet @bone_envy]

Im back

[Velvet @bone_envy]

She was also so thin like i almost k*ed myself fr

[Velvet @bone_envy]

Thinking of that time the most beautiful girl ive seen irl walked into my tea shop and on the third time i asked her if she has instagram and she just said no and walked out

[Velvet @bone_envy]

Its rough out here

[Velvet @bone_envy]

@francierexia They dont rlly eat breakfast and theyre rlly active and they dont rlly snack

[Velvet @bone_envy]

OUT OF MY PLATEAU AFTER ALMOST A YEAR

[Velvet @bone_envy]

Ii genuinely have no family or friends to talk to can anyone dm me so i dont spiral

[Velvet @bone_envy]

Kale smoothie
Egg
Cottage cheese
Steak beans rice
Broccoli with a little cheese
12k step run

[Velvet @bone_envy]

Shes bmi 15 😭

[Velvet @bone_envy]

Wait would that have been good

[Velvet @bone_envy]

Also irritation from being hungry is so real ive been such a bitch

[Velvet @bone_envy]

My issues is i literally dont move from my bed unless i have to

[Velvet @bone_envy]

I thought i had a good week but i lost no weight at all in fact i gained like half a pound

[Velvet @bone_envy]

The most gorgeous girl came in today and im actually so in shock. She looked like a model. I was jealous that she could order a milk tea with oreo and still look so gorgeous

[Velvet @bone_envy]

No matter how healed i am the crash out is dormant in me

[Velvet @bone_envy]

Really craving vanilla custard

[Velvet @bone_envy]

This is my diary, put on relationship weight and now trying to get rid of it. My metabolism has rlly slowed in the past year bc i would just rot in bed alot