avi 🎀

too old + been around too long.
(they/them)

[avi 🎀 @bonecoldblood]

hellooo i’m avi, new-ish to edtwt ʕ·ᴥ·ʔ

✿ 26 y/o (chopped unc)

✿ enby 🏳️‍⚧️

✿ very familiar with online ed spaces but it’s been a while since i’ve engaged in them. hoping to find community here 💓

✿ pro-recovery! ☆

[avi 🎀 @bonecoldblood]

@etherealstellaa oh absolutely. healthcare here is an absolute nightmare for so many. over 50k people a year die from a lack of affordable/accessible healthcare in the richest country on earth.

[avi 🎀 @bonecoldblood]

@Woodcockenjoyer srs answer because this made me curious lol
using the higher average weights:
gallbladder - 60g
appendix - 10g
kidney - 170g
ovaries - 16g (8g each)
uterus - 60g

total: 316g, or 11 oz/0.3 kg

[avi 🎀 @bonecoldblood]

@dcy2dy @ell1eecy besides the point but I LOVE your bat tattoo omg that’s beautiful

[avi 🎀 @bonecoldblood]

genuinely took so much to not impulsively sh on the way home. dug my fingernails into my palms and turned my music up as loud as it goes. going to get stoned out of my fucking gourd so I don’t end up sh’ing. I hate myself so fucking much man why am I like this

[avi 🎀 @bonecoldblood]

was hating myself for fucking up a center combination in ballet today. went to dollar tree after class. finished my shopping. got in line and realized I forgot my wallet. granting myself the award of biggest fucking idiot loser

[avi 🎀 @bonecoldblood]

@pinkhaired_cass the research is pretty mixed on whether weed actually increases your metabolism or not. some research shows that weed users have lower bmis & rates of obesity than non users but it’s not known why yet. so to answer your question… maybe? lol

[avi 🎀 @bonecoldblood]

it’s kinda funny noticing how the amount of ads i see on here is FAR less than on my regular/non-edtwt account lol

[avi 🎀 @bonecoldblood]

@celinamonroll likewise! 💖🫂

[spiz💭 byf: tw for ed shit @trainwreckxic]

atp my ED is just an exercise in the sunk cost fallacy

[avi 🎀 @bonecoldblood]

@raefordays @skyeisfat canned light tuna/skipjack has the lowest mercury content, safest to stick to 3 cans a week. canned albacore however has 3x the amount of mercury and should only be eaten once a week (that goes for frozen/fresh tuna [minus skipjack] too).

[avi 🎀 @bonecoldblood]

i have an essay due tomorrow that we’ve had fucking 3 weeks to do and guess which dumbass has a total of a single paragraph??? This bitch!!! part of me feels like i need to eat something to have energy to write this but i don’t wanna break my fast hhhh

[ris ☾ @thinflirts]

summoning circle, hope this works:

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[алекс @skinnynvisible]

me: i don’t have an eating disorder
also me: *purge so often that i vomit blood*

[avi 🎀 @bonecoldblood]

@skinderellaaa it says i should be 140lbs jfc i looked awful then and i promised myself i’d never go back there lol srry facebook

[🌚 megan renee @TRUKQS]

@peachdotcool