ayla ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆

i luv sunoo #edtwt 🎼

[ayla ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @bonedolls]

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[cait ⁺໒꒱ིྀ༝ @caitkcals]

when you’ve been in a binge cycle and actually see yourself get visibly fatter

[ayla ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @bonedolls]

ive genuinely been disassociating since last night when i found out and i wanna try and move on so badly

[ayla ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @bonedolls]

just found out my best friend is dating the girl who i had a falling out with and genuinely dont know how to feel

[ayla ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @bonedolls]

im just in shock and shes not even the one who told me either i found out through my other bsf like 😭 ur jokjng

[ayla ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @bonedolls]

just found out my best friend is dating the girl who i had a falling out with and genuinely dont know how to feel

[ayla ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @bonedolls]

trust im still locked in yall just busy asf

[ayla ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @bonedolls]

i gained like 2 pounds because ive been eating whatever tf i want when im sick ugh

[ayla ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @bonedolls]

back to starving tomorrow since this stomach bug is joever

[ayla ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @bonedolls]

this stomach bug has actually been killing me bro im not even getting skinnier either

[ayla ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @bonedolls]

cals dont count when ur sick righttttt 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[ayla ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @bonedolls]

i was so confused like ive starved many times before and this is the first time this has happened 😭😭

[ayla ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @bonedolls]

so basically starving isnt what made me feel like that im just coming down with something oh ok

[ayla ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @bonedolls]

deadass felt so lightheaded and sick from not eating for some reason??? and instead of eating i took a nap

[ayla ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @bonedolls]

@Ema1237553 meeeee!

[ayla ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @bonedolls]

@lu2uuv YES

[ayla ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @bonedolls]

OKAY WE ARENT GOING OUT FOR DINNER THANK GODDDD but i do srsly feel sick from what i ate this morning 😀

[ayla ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @bonedolls]

woke up to my friends saying we are going out for breakfast and then im going out for dinner with my family for my brothers grad oh im kms

[ayla ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @bonedolls]

i think im unfortunately gonna have to consume 1k cals i should probably exercise after breakfast so maybe i can burn some of that 💔💔💔

[ayla ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @bonedolls]

woke up to my friends saying we are going out for breakfast and then im going out for dinner with my family for my brothers grad oh im kms

[ayla ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @bonedolls]

i deadass havent felt sick the entire week so its so random but whatever

[ayla ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @bonedolls]

deadass felt so lightheaded and sick from not eating for some reason??? and instead of eating i took a nap

[li @passthebluuntt]

how it feels to be over 50kg on edtwt

[🥝 @omadhater]

was about to cry cus i over ate then added it up to 572 cals