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edtwt • 25 • she/her • queer • autistic • vegetarian • minors DNI ! • ❁ཻུ۪۪♡

[flower 🖤 @boneypumpkins]

yarr

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I keep my partner from noticing my relapse by having a 200 calorie allowance during the days (which is either 2 coffees and a 50 cal snack, or a protein bar). At night when I’m with them I eat dinner and a snack. I’m always under 1200 this way

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@daintybinge hey :)

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@skinnyprinsess jaw surgery, widom tooth was completely horizontal so they opened up my jaw for that

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How do you guys keep focused/energised during college and work?

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lol the day I return is the 4 year anniversary of this account apparently

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So at college I just barely eat, and try to just eat dinner with my partner. It’s so lonely man, I feel so depressed and tired. even tho my partner wants to help me, I just deal with it alone because it hurts them to see me like this. So kinda back on edtwt right now (maybe)

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Update about my life even though idek how many mutuals I still have.
Me and my gf broke up last year. Me and my partner are living together, I love them very much. They’re not only giving the bare minimum. The past month I haven’t been eating great, I just wanna lose weight man

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They also said that the way I speak about my body and how ugly and big it is, I also say it about other bodies worth my body type indirectly. That even if I don’t mean to, I’m being extremely mean. I hated seeing them cry, I’m just dealing with it alone bc I don’t wanna hurt them

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whats that one app called to track calories with the dots in the circle

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having both an ed and pcos is actual hell

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I’m fucking sure al1expr3ss

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god I fucking hate myself

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hiii

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@i2small what if this was my final straw

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@forks555 ty 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

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new tattoo :)

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I got diagnosed with pcos today

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@flwrrcals bc they don’t see food as calories but as fuel

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moldy cabbage eater

[「ʀᴏʙ𝐛𝐞𝐞」 @kylobees]

Massive booger eater has a nice ring to it