i saw a quote that said “i feel like i’m constantly worrying about the next part of my life without realizing that i’m right in the middle of what i used to look forward to.” and i felt that.
i don’t think people understand that it can REALLY be you. Homelessness, death, no job.. Literally anything unfortunate can happen in the blink of an eye, life crazy like that. always stay humble & be grateful….the tables always turn and they KEEP turning.
A healing stage is disgust. Yes, disgust. You will be DISGUSTED by the people whose love you seeked. You will feel embarrassed about the choices you made and the people who had access to you who didn’t deserve it. Feel this feeling then let it go.
That will NEVER be you again.
I'm STILL healing. Healing from it all. I am healing from the mistakes I made in the past. From.. family issues, friendship issues, from failing myself, from disappointments, and from expectations I couldn't reach because I was too focused on the wrong things. Also healing from -