@not8oo hahaha yea don't worry, i was kidding !! honestly i kind of knew no one would see it anyway at this time of year (but thanks for the kind word, friend ........)
@bauhausdog Its just the way i write lol... my handwriting is messy so I tend to focus on the horizontal lines and keep them parallel. I make a little jittering gesture with my wrist to give it some texture. Id say, imagine the text in little squares or rectangles, it helps.