The Ghost Keeper

Bipolar 2 sufferer, lost my son to suicide in 2024. Both Mum and brother died in 2022 from COVID. I'm cash poor and will die a pauper, life's a bitch🇿🇦🇬🇧🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

[The Ghost Keeper @Boobaloosh]

Below is a picture of my son who sadly took his own life in March 2024.

My message this morning is one of appeal and understanding. The greatest loss of being a parent is to bury your children before yourself. There were no signs of the mental distress he was going through, we were close and spoke about everything. I believed I was doing the right thing as a dad, listening and talking no matter how uncomfortable the conversation became.

The conversation never once touched on suicide or how we both felt about the subject. When I got the call from Luke's girlfriend, it floored me, it took my breath away and instantly something inside of me died with him.

To all the parents out there, the siblings and the friends of the young community! I implore you to speak up, intervene or guide someone you may know who is suffering. The smile or the laughter you see or hear, may not be genuine.. if you have doubts, talk please.

I will forever punish myself and I will blame myself for Luke's death, it may not be the case but it's how I feel. I do not want anyone to go through the devastation and life shattering impact of suicide.

Please, all I ask is for everyone to share what I have said today, reach out and help anyone you may feel is struggling. Thank you for reading this post today, and share if you think it's appropriate.

November 2001 to March 2024
Love you always, Dad 🙏🏻😞

[The Ghost Keeper @Boobaloosh]

@charlie10k @hossack_phil @carole_awebb I hope you are feeling better, take care and don't over do it 😊❤️

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@NSEdwardsAuthor 😁

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Every fucking time!!! My TV jumps out the window, when the labour party are on!! This is becoming expensive now...

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@littlemissmoz 😁

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I've had 4 ribs removed, still can't do it 🤣

[🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿InsideLucysHead🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿© @InsideLucysHead]

Why do dogs lick their genitals?

Wouldn't you?

[The Ghost Keeper @Boobaloosh]

@lifeasweknewit2 💯 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 couldn't agree more ❤️

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Videos 😊

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@wornoutoflondon ❤️Ty 🙏🏻

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@Jasonlh1967 ❤️👋🏻

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Good morning ❤️❤️❤️

Wishing you a wonderful start to the week. May your coffee be hot, your tasks be easy, and your week be filled with small wins ❤️❤️❤️

Take care and stay safe ❤️❤️❤️

[The Ghost Keeper @Boobaloosh]

@wornoutoflondon So much!! It's giving me a sense of responsibility and purpose. 😊❤️

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@adrienn80260307 😁 nope!! I tried talking to him.. he's not having it 😊

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@MikeBerridge 👍🏻

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These Well tanned individuals were arrested at RAF Fairford..

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@boomtingl @Rizzabeast 😳

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@ElaineColl70837 ❤️🫂

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@Rizzabeast 🤣 I need to remove more ribs and probably my spine too 🤣

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@susan0737960238 😁

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@TrojanSka7 🤣

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God!! I hope there's no Guitars at the labour conference!!

Burnham will probably start singing "Bridge over troubled waters" for us all.

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@therealjansue ❤️👋🏻

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@debbiebarnes66 ❤️🫂

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@Bronsonshitpost Mother nature, working wonders.

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@Kevinosjcp1 ❤️👋🏻

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@ronniewats007 Ty 🙏🏻

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How not to do it!!!