@sophyuu Wziąłem 1 raz od 3 lat I tylko jakas godzinę bylo serio spoko a potem zaburzenia rytmu pracy serca i drgawki I kurwa mialem gacie obsrane że dostanę padaczki a nie miałby mi kto pomóc. Mega dziwnie na mnie podziałało tym razem
I have my karma now, I took that fuckass tramadol and now I'm scared about respiratory depression and drug induced seizure SO I CANT EVEN RELAX
WHY DID I DO IT IM SO STUPID and by stressing over it Im making everything worse .I wish my muscles to stop shivering pleasseee
I would love to be attention whore and call my bf to get me away from the idea of relapsing with opio but I never ask for help and I never reach out and I'll stay as that and I'll rot in my shit behaving like everything is okay
#stupid#itssoover#drugtwt
Since I have noone to share this info with and I feel completely alone and lost.
Listen u guys
I'll be relapsing today with opioids and I hope nothing bad happens. It's been 3 years, 3 years down the drain and I am a looser and I hate myself
Bye