boris

idk how much longer i can deal with this shit #bpdtwt

[boris @borisolation]

if i let you follow this acc you’re one of the chosen ones

[stressed @onlystresstoday]

no one talks about how hard it is when your mood is constantly switching between “its okay, i don't care. i'm fine” and “i don't know how much more i can take”.

[boris @borisolation]

remember, today is official self-parm day!!

[Gerard Way @gerardway]

Stop self harming.I’m making tomorrow official Self-Parm Day.Everyone that quits harming makes themselves a delicious Parmesan sandwich.

[boris @borisolation]

@methadone_edtwt hydroxyzine won’t kill you, but it’ll make you think that you’re going to die for sure.
once i tried to od on hydroxyzine, and i ended up lightheaded with heart palpitations and a really bad shortness of breath

tl;dr it won’t kill you but it’s not worth it non-oomf

[fluttershy @hwrtyed]

HAVING BPD DOESNT MAKE U EXPERIENCE BIPOLAR STYLE EPISODES WHY IS EVERYONE TALKING ABOUT BEING MANIC WITH BPD NO THATS BEING EUPHORIC

[patron saint of filth @gravedesiiires]

sex toys

[boris @borisolation]

chat is it normal to cry so much you end up getting a fever (instead of relapsing), or is it just some kind of mental self-harm?

asking for a friend.

[boris @borisolation]

@beni_winters i have an apple watch, i think it does all of those things, but it was a bit expensive (for me at least)

[boris @borisolation]

i really wish this fuckass disorder would stop messing with my head, i’m honestly tired

[boris @borisolation]

trying my best to drink enough (again), my biggest fear rn is that i might piss myself when i’m asleep 💀

[boris @borisolation]

i want to stop telling myself that i’m not sick enough but i just can’t

[boris @borisolation]

@beni_winters @Chaotic_adhd so was mine but in another sense (mondjuk szörnybányait is azóta iszok)

[boris @borisolation]

not my bpd making me cause myself emotional pain since i’m too scared to hurt myself physically ever since i broke my leg 💀
the sad thing is it’s possibly even worse than when i actually relapse, bc instead of just ending up having a few scars i also hurt others around me

[boris @borisolation]

genuine question, what do i do when i’m in so much misery that i feel like only relapsing could help? 💀i obviously don’t want that but for some reason i feel like that would solve all of my problems

[boris @borisolation]

i miss my bf, i’m worried about them, and i have an urge to relapse. what a lovely day.

[boris @borisolation]

i hate being a fag rn bc fym bf took care of a wound i have and now i’m supposed to remove the bandages and stuff but even just the thought makes me sad

[boris @borisolation]

@Chaotic_adhd XDDDDD
sounds good ngl but i should let them out at the ones requesting all this crap, not the ones who have to take my blood 😔

[boris @borisolation]

istg the next time they want my blood i’m gonna slit and say “here you go fuckers” this is not even a joke atp

[boris @borisolation]

i love being gay

[boris @borisolation]

bawling my eyes out (i ended up not being able to go but i can’t believe how sweet they r)

[boris @borisolation]

why does he lowkey look like csinibaba fannika? 😭😭