Shaima

35yo woman who's trying to find her way and sort her life out in temporary vessel | on hiatus

[Shaima @borneoroses]

🌻🌹 🌷 peony,and hydrangea ❤️

[SUNFLOWER 🌻 @sunflowerchives]

Which one is your favorite?

[Shaima @borneoroses]

Naniii 🫪

[SMI @SyazanaMI]

Tak tahu kenapa aiskrim Muji kurang mendapat perhatian. Semalam tergerak hati nak cuba nangka dengan double chocolate. SANGAT sedap. Chocolate tak manis sangat, tak pahit sangat, nangka memang real rasa nangka tapi sedikit manis bagi aku.

100% certified sedap dan berbaloi!

[• @Al__Quraan]

Alhamdulillah for another day may Allah ease everything.

[Flower Show @TheFlowerShow]

Don’t mind me 🤭 just bragging 🤭

[karen still says @andrews58753]

🤣

[Shaima @borneoroses]

@ArepJawa Redha Allah

[Shaima @borneoroses]

This is me.

[liminal @Liminal1988]

I'm not an introvert, neither an extrovert,...

[Shaima @borneoroses]

@kongsiviralje Isu ni asyik viral every year. Even pelancong2 asing kat sana pun pernah viralkan semporna on their blogs tapi tak ada solutions juga. Leaders kat Sabah memang corrupted yang tak boleh bendung dah. Kesan dia tourism kat sana dropped causing some company close down sebab rugi

[BFM89.9 @BFMradio]

📍🟡 “I think it’s going to hit us in June. We’re going to start seeing production stoppages, people losing overtime, shift reductions…”

The Economic Adviser to the Prime Minister’s Office Nurhisham Hussein joins The Breakfast Grille to answer:

• Why oil supply will not resume immediately after the war ends

• Why this shortage will impact every aspect of our lives beyond petrol prices

• Budget cuts to the Ministry of Health and Ministry of Education

Full interview ⬇️

[Shaima @borneoroses]

🥹

[Nora❦ @hiscoraline]

girls, we need to frantically and obsessively start reading books and finish them in less than 24 hours again.... remember how happy we were back then??

[Shaima @borneoroses]

And gif profile photo 🥺

[throwbacks @solelynostalgia]

remember when we could’ve chosen our own background on twitter

[Shaima @borneoroses]

Rose 🌹 and sunflower 🌻 ❤️

[SUNFLOWER 🌻 @sunflowerchives]

What flower instantly makes you happy?

[Shaima @borneoroses]

tips nak sedap is guna gula melaka instead using gula putih. Warna sambal cantik and sedappp sebab I tried many times using gula melaka je saya tak pakai gula putih

[𝘀𝗼𝗳𝗲𝗮 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗶𝗿𝘀𝘁 ⋆𐙚 ̊. @goodlucksofea]

Ada orang share resepi ayam masak merah yang sedap!!! I dah save, nanti boleh buat.

[Shaima @borneoroses]

Sister's hair dah slowly nipis. She kept pulling out her hair and they fell easily in her hand. No matter how hard I tried to pujuk untuk lessen the hair (as she's not ready to get bald head yet 😔) the husband not allow her to cut the hair. Aku tak faham sungguh lelaki tu.

[Shaykh Muhammad al-Yaqoubi @shaykhalyaqoubi]

Islam teaches us to seek forgiveness for sins, especially those committed against other people. On the Day of Judgment, people will seek their rights. Allah forgives sins, except those committed against others—those must be rectified. If you’ve slandered someone, seek forgiveness, give charity on their behalf, or make du’a for them. This is how you can repay them.

[Papa Woof und Krampus und Bleaken @woofknight]

The inability to receive support from others is a trauma response.
Your “I don’t need anyone, I’ll just do it all myself” conditioning is a survival tactic. And you needed it to shield your heart from abuse, neglect, betrayal, and disappointment from those who could not or would not be there for you.
From the parent who was absent and abandoned you by choice or the parent who was never home from working three jobs to feed and house you.
From the lovers who offered sexual intimacy but never offered a safe haven that honored your heart.
From the friendships and family who ALWAYS took more than they ever gave.
From all the situations when someone told you “we’re in this together” or “I got you” then abandoned you, leaving you to pick up the pieces when shit got real, leaving you to handle your part and their part, too.
From all the lies and all the betrayals.
You learned along the way that you just couldn’t really trust people. Or that you could trust people, but only up to a certain point.
Extreme-independence IS. A. TRUST. ISSUE.
You learnt: if I don’t put myself in a situation where I rely on someone, I won’t have to be disappointed when they don’t show up for me, or when they drop the ball... because they will ALWAYS drop the ball EVENTUALLY right?
You may even have been intentionally taught this protection strategy by generations of hurt ancestors who came before you.
Extreme-independence is a preemptive strike against heartbreak.
So, you don’t trust anyone.
And you don’t trust yourself, either, to choose people.
To trust is to hope, to trust is to be vulnerable.
“Never again,” you vow.
But no matter how you dress it up and display it proudly to make it seem like this level of independence is what you always wanted to be, in truth it’s your wounded, scarred, broken heart behind a protective brick wall.
Impenetrable. Nothing gets in. No hurt gets in. But no love gets in either.
Fortresses and armor are for those in battle, or who believe the battle is coming.
It’s a trauma response.
The good news is trauma that is acknowledged is trauma that can be healed.
You are worthy of having support.
You are worthy of having true partnership.
You are worthy of love.
You are worthy of having your heart held.
You are worthy to be adored.
You are worthy to be cherished.
You are worthy to have someone say, “You rest. I got this.” And actually deliver on that promise.
You are worthy to receive.
You are worthy to receive.
You are worthy.
You don’t have to earn it.
You don’t have to prove it.
You don’t have to bargain for it.
You don’t have to beg for it.
You are worthy.
WORTHY.
Simply because you exist.
-Jamila White, @inspiredjamila
Coyote Phoenix

[Shaima @borneoroses]

Malaysia when?

[𐙚⋆ @voidwithverses]

𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘴 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘳, 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘳 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢 𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘦; 𝘢𝘴 𝘪𝘧 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘤𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘺 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘴 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺.

— 𝘏𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩 𝘓𝘦𝘥𝘨𝘦𝘳

[wordpost. @wordpostdaily]

friday...

[Shaima @borneoroses]

Last night.