Some things don't go back to normal, even after an apology. Once you’ve seen how someone can hurt you, you can’t unsee it. You can forgive and even laugh together like nothing happened, but a part of you will always remember how it felt, and that changes everything.
There’s no coming back from certain things, and I don’t think people really understand that. Some damage doesn’t get undone, and once it changes how you see someone, that’s it. Not everything deserves a second chance, no matter how sorry they are.
self-isolation has always been my coping mechanism. I often get the urge to disappear from everyone without a trace. It's not that i don't enjoy the company of others‚ but there are moments when the weight of the world becomes to heavy‚ and all i want is to be on my own.
You know how much of a fucking sociopath you gotta be to post that you got your mom flowers the other day & then call the cops on her a couple of days later!? Cuz she doesn’t want you in HER HOUSE!? THAT YOU REFUSE TO FUCKING LEAVE CUZ YOU’RE A BUM & CAN’T AFFORD YOURSELF!? Nah
Functional depression is real. You work, joke around. Take care of people around you. But mentally you are drowning in your own thoughts and nobody knows it.
Before you go to bed tonight, remember this: You’re gonna be okay. You’re gonna figure it out. Everything doesn’t have to make sense right now for it to still work out later. Your heart’s gonna get back right, your mind’s gonna get clearer and you’re gonna find what really fits you.
Keep going even on the days you don't feel like it because life’s still got a lot saved for you. Real love, real peace, real wins, ALL of that. You’ve got time. Don’t rush it. Just keep going and trust the process.
before you go to bed tonight i just want to remind you that you’re going to be okay and you’re going to figure it out. your heart is going to heal. your soul is going to find its home, it’s purpose. you’re going to experience beautiful things. you’re going to love deeply, and find peace within yourself. your whole life is still ahead of you, you have time. trust the process