So many moments I would’ve been dead but I’m still here. I owe all my love and being for everyone who’s been a part of everything that I have been. ありがとう。これだけ持って明日に行こう。もう今日もとっくに終わりやね。
缶詰 at the finest. Let’s do this. We will do this. Biker go and finish this damn chapter you started. Pull the fuck through. This is when you work your worst and best feature. Autoclave machine.
Do exercise, enjoy crafting, go for adventures every now and then on my own, with great company, be excited about learning new concepts and languages and history, view the world though another persons eyes with books and movies. Don’t have to worry about money.
Have mutually trusting close friends, a peaceful supportive family, independence and freedom in a reliable and caring relationship. Simply have more time for everything else besides commuting and cutting sleep. I want to keep a clean home and cook meals, sleep at normal hours.
I wanna just have the time and consistency to run, workout, live in a clean and spacious environment, learn and do some patterning, knit, crochet, continue research and study, teach every now and then, read a book, have no worries about cash, enjoy midnight raves and drinks.
Swear to god work drama is waaaaaay lighter than personal drama. And so I wish to never socialize ever again. Shit is too much. And I love the people around me too much. I can’t stand my presence being the source of their pain.