God Rewards the Fearless! FYM ~ FREE YOUR MIND!
I won't bring violence, but I'll never be silenced!
Christian, Father, Patriot
I'm an anomaly. $BostonReckless77
EPIPHANY: THANK YOU, CHARLIE!
READ THREAD THEN LISTEN TO THE "EMPTY SHELL" AT END!!
I am shaking as I write this because I think I was just touched by Jesus! Haven't felt that ever! I've been listening to the song over and over, practicing my pitch and range when, on the 20th time, I was actually listening to the story I was singing and it hit me!!!
THIS SONG IS ABOUT MY MOM AND ALL THAT'S HAPPENED SINCE!
Okay so this is all related to my mom, who passed away in December 2021 from "COVID Related Symptoms". That day was such a heavy day for my family, but I was the one who actually spoke to the doctor when she passed and then had to make all the calls. I was so angry before that call I didn't think I had any capacity left to mourn. I was broken. That was not the case. I completely broke down while still on the phone with the doctor.
I was dealing with a toxic breakup with the mother of my son and also living in a horrible place. To put it bluntly, I was drowning in it all.
After finally escaping that living situation in 2023 and finding a new place last summer, I started to feel a slight ease, but I was still in constant fight or flight. The stress was literally killing me. I started to read the bible a little bit. A few passages but, honestly, I was apprehensive and intimidated. I didn't understand anything I was reading or where to even begin. Still, I would read passages to my son at night, and he would fall asleep to it. He told me it made him feel good to hear it. He likes Proverbs.
@JimBreuer, thank you for that crucial information at a time it was desperately needed. God bless!
Also, since I got nothing to lose, feel free to DM if you're interested in collaborating on a script! I think you'll love this idea! Ha
It's been a wild week in my universe! Last Saturday (May 30th) was my birthday and I woke up feeling rough at 4:30 in the morning.
I prayed for relief and at least one good day.
Later that morning, I saw a video from @JimBreuer talking about "God has to put the answer right in front of me, I'm not smart enough to figure this out on my own, I don't want to figure this out. I'm exhausted." Then do the 3 S's I posted about yesterday:
Sit
Be still
Be silent.
Let God answer.
So I did that. Said it really needs to be obvious! A couple hours later, a meteor exploded over Massachusetts and it happened exactly as I went outside to get my food order.
I didn't know what it was at first but then it started to get reported on here and I was like, "wait a minute!"
That was it! God sent the sign and ever since things have not been the same!
Shortly after that, I wrote "I Am Not That Grave" about overcoming addiction and finding a path to God! My health is improving, my personal motivation has increased tenfold.
God is miraculous!! 🙏 I feel alive again!
@k_ovfefe2 It's like YouTube. Watch one video, here's 75,000 of the same thing. It's ridiculous.
Can't have organic connections with a fk'd up algorithm.
"These are not rational actors confronting uncomfortable facts…they are developmental arrested brats whose neurology never matured beyond the tantrum stage."
You fk'n nailed it with this description!
They have a herd mentality. One low IQ clown following the next without concern for consequences or truth.
Praying for Sarah!
Currently sitting at 4,681 followers. Will I ever hit 5k?
Came close before the purge but dropped down to 1900 after and it hasn't been the same since. Took this long to build it back to where it is now.
A bit about me:
Gen-X
3x Trump voter
Rabbit hole veteran
Weathered soul
Sinner finding a path to redemption.
Musician
AI enjoyer!