#Berserk#Griffguts
Bottom Griff.
Guts has learned how to drive Griffith to the edge of himself, get him desperate enough to say whatever Guts wants him to, even those words.
He knows they’re a lie. Griffith doesn’t belong to him. He belongs to his dream, first and only. Guts can make him writhe and moan and beg; he can have his body, but not his soul.
Even still he wants to hear that honey-sweet lie, Griffith’s voice breaking over the words, I’m yours.
From the wonderful fanfiction: I'll Dig Up What You Hide by Rorvy @radiant_lesbian
Shen Jiu being a really shitty villain because everything he does backfires.
He tries to beat his disciple? Too bad, Binghe is a masochist.
He tries to take advantage of his other disciple? NYY is more than happy and Shen Jiu is the one who ends up being attacked.
He tries to
Shen Jiu finding an orphaned baby in a village that was destroyed by demons.
The child is crying in his mother arms, she is pale, unmoving, he doesn't need to check to conclude that she isn't breathing either, the hole in her stomach is enough proof.
They aren't out of the
PLs turning into children bcs of some bullshit flower I guess so now SJ has to take care of a whole team and within 10 minutes he already put lqg in a cell, had to drag mqf away from the sharp objects and is actively ignoring yqy cause he can't stand to look at him.
SJ getting fucked by YQY for the first time and even after all the prep, he's still struggling.
YQY kissing his back and praising him while SJ keeps sobbing "it's too big" over and over again because he can't think of anything else.
It's not even painful, he just feels so full
Liu Qingge who keeps insulting Shen Jiu but all the insults sound vaguely sexual and it leaves the both of them horrified every time because Shen Jiu knows that’s not what Liu Qingge means but the whole world thinks they’re fucking like animals now.
Shen Jiu under a truth spell variant where he's not necessarily forced to tell the truth, moreso that he's just unable keep a straight face.
which SHOULD'VE been fine because he hides his face behind his fan but he soon finds himself GIGGLING when someone cracks a joke
Sj getting a bloody nose during a meeting with all the peak lords. He doesn’t even realize it at first, and he’s not having a qi deviation. Mqf is rounding the table to get to him before Sj can even figure out why everyone’s looking at him.
Cat Yao Shen Jiu and his refusal to stay in his human form. Everyone is so sick of him attending Peak Lords Meetings as just a cat. They all know that he can turn human, yet he refuses to do so.
Anemic Shen Jiu who keeps staggering from dizzy spells every time he gets up too fast. His disciples constantly crowd around him in case he topples over.
He’s also constantly cold which is why he’s always wearing so many layers even in the summer.
Shen Jiu accepting a art commission from wrp and it becomes increasingly clear that Shen Jiu has no clue how a vagina looks like. It vaguely looks like one but it just isn’t right.
They then learn that this 20 yo man has never received sex ed.
I personally think that if Shen Jiu just started crying in front of Yue Qingyuan, Yue Qi would genuinely start defending Shen Jiu’s behavior because how can Shen Jiu be bad when he’s a baby that cries easily.