Kai

to be named as a warrior i must take the hardest punishments

[Kai @bouldercres]

Its my birthday yall!!+ 💜

[Kai @bouldercres]

How to kick him entirely out my LIFE

[Kai @bouldercres]

I let out all the wars inside me
Now theres only hope

[Kai @bouldercres]

In the end saleh
You are never defined by her past
It was never a competition
Never a comparison
Never to disvalue you
Never was to make you less of urself
You only judge what you have now
And be titled under what you are going through right now❤️

[Kai @bouldercres]

But for her
Im facing all the old broken parts in me to fix for her ONLY because shes the only worthy person ever in my eyes

[Kai @bouldercres]

I cant keep lying to myself and say im mentally okay and i been healed from things in my past
But she totally deserves the best of me even when im struggling
And ill keep owing her the best because shes the best❤️

[Kai @bouldercres]

Its non of her responsibility that iam like that
And im so working on my personal mental issues
For HER only That i always ignored and didnt work for it for someone else
I always chose abandoning, ghosting, leaving, ending it, escaping.

[Kai @bouldercres]

“This hurts because I care about her. But this is a memory of something that happened before me, not a threat to what I have now.”

[Kai @bouldercres]

Im no longer an amateur im a professional
And ill do it in the most fashion way and professional way
Its time to actually take action

[Kai @bouldercres]

This dude is pissing me the fuck off

[Kai @bouldercres]

This doesn’t define me

[Kai @bouldercres]

Living in hell for ages
To feel comfort or softness
Feels like a trap

[Kai @bouldercres]

This path is limitless you know
I can go as far i can

[Kai @bouldercres]

“By them, what have i become?”

[Kai @bouldercres]

In the end
Am i doomed to be the person ive been? Or i can choose what i become?

[Kai @bouldercres]

As i have been grown
Nothing targeted my deep mental issues more than Kratos’s story, it feels like seeing the person i would become if i ever let my feelings and blindness of anger take over my mind and body, in both situations its truly a burden.

[Kai @bouldercres]

It felt like seeing the world i would experience if i let my anger take control over myself
In both ways its a burden and pointing out when he said “im cursed” that hit hard knowing theres pain in holding on inside or letting the anger out and lead to regrettable consequences..

[Kai @bouldercres]

Playing his all games didnt just made me realize my anger issues only, but more realizing my own behavior my own ways of escaping it by avoidance

[Kai @bouldercres]

My hot takes are too hot to handle for people

[Kai @bouldercres]

NONE shall DEFINE ME