boy4control

Former (?) longtime edger and gooner. Into: bondage, cum control, denial and chastity, forced exercise and slave tasks

[boy4control @boy4control]

Been a while now and feel like I've normalized. Quitting the nonstop edging really made a difference, and now enjoy the feelings of long intervals of no fap with infrequent releases. Thanks to all who sent messages of encouragement. #nofap

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Since I'm supposed to be a #nofapslave, what would be an appropriate punishment for relapse? Open to suggestions...

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It was release number 4 for 2026, but the first full release - the other 3 were ruined

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After 12 weeks #nofap I relapsed - big time -starting over day 1

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Assigned task 3f - deep clean and declutter the main bathroom

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Den done in uniform - finally.

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Had 4-5 days where there were no urges or anything - then last night had several spontaneous and nofap erections. I stayed a good boy though.

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7 weeks #nofap and cold showers and feeling good.

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Assigned task 3e: deep clean and declutter the den. #nofapslave #unclutteredmind

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Guest bath is done. #nofapslave

[boy4control @boy4control]

Today marks 5 weeks of #nofap and cold showers. From what I hear this is where the real journey and battle begins. Wish me luck.

[boy4control @boy4control]

Last PMO full release was 12/31/25. Edging daily in '26 with 4 ruins (Jan,Feb,Mar and Apr) Did 2 weeks chastity before starting nofap. So, at 8 weeks retention and 5 weeks nofap. No going back.

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Assigned task 3d: deep clean the rest of that bathroom (floor, bsaeboard, toilet, sink, cabinet, mirror, lights, switches, knobs). #nofapslave #unclutteredmind

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Shower done - ended shaking from the cold. #nofapslave

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Hall done (in uniform). Assigned task 3c: hand scrub all tile in guest bath; end with 10 minute ice cold shower. #nofapslave

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Reached the mythical day 30 of #nofap and, while I was skeptical and had to find out for myself, it is every bit as great as the hype. Never want to go back to that addiction.

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4 weeks #nofap and feeling a rush thru the whole body, without the wanking and shooting - it's been rough but worth it - don't ever want to relapse!

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Assigned task 3b: deep clean and declutter hall and linen closet #nofapslave #unclutteredmind

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Dining area done plus washed drapes #nofapslave

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The urges are very very strong, but don't want to relapse. Arrrgh! #nofap