papa is getting old. mama is getting old. the clock never stops ticking. i just pray god gives me enough time to give back and show how grateful i am for all their sacrifices.
Alam n’yo ‘yung feeling na hindi ka naman pinipressure ng parents mo, pero you still feel pressured because you’re not getting any younger? Your batchmates and friends already have stable jobs, families, and are able to help their own families — while you’re still here, feeling like a burden because you can’t do anything yet. It feels like your life is stagnant. No improvements, no progress.
I don’t even know anymore. Sorry, I just want to rant. It’s also hard because you don’t really have anyone to talk to. You want to tell your family that you’re tired, that you can’t handle it anymore, but you can’t because they’re dealing with their own problems too. So all you can do is keep it to yourself.
I don’t have any friends here. Actually, I don’t really have a go-to friend in general. HAHAHA kaya pala. it’s already 10 PM — maybe that’s why I’m feeling this way. I’m also a bit disappointed with my exam results, so all these emotions are just mixing together.
That’s all. Hahaha. Don’t mind this. I just wanted to let it out. But if you got this far, thank you for reading my rant. Take care always 🤍