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21 • she her • rotting (yapping) away

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📌 unpinning at 49kg !! ꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱₊˚⊹
ɪɴᴛʀᴏ + ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅs ↴

[cake @bpbunnii]

「 ° intro !! hi im cake 🍰🤍

> not new, edtwt-er since 2020
> she her
> 21 (decrepit)
> binge purger 5’0 bmi 23.1
> i live only for art + fashion
> vents interests thoughts traumaposts body checks reposts

looking for 18+ moots !! 」

[cake @bpbunnii]

the way i was even (slightly) happy for a little while and all of that was crushed. how am i meant to quell my anxiety and dread when life keeps proving me right? whats even the point

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want to skin my body and turn myself inside out so i can scrub clean every inch of my guts

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well, christmas was shit.

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i feel like shit.

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@blushedmuse glad youre okay! get lots of rest, i hope u feel better soon 🫶🩷

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@cryingkcalss nahh i get u bc why am i shivering teeth chattering on the toilet of all things..⁉️ dont even get me started on showering good lordddd…
winter just started and im already praying itll be over soon 😓

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too poor to even chill in the bathtub apparently bc my bathroom has zero insulation and is 5 degrees celcius at all times what is even the point of living

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if you cant even control your eating, what makes you think you can control your life?

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if i were to kill my ego, i think 90% of me would be destroyed. im not a person of particular substance. shallow, hollow. the sound my soul makes is tinny

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songs that make me want to twirl around while tears stream down my face and my chest aches with longing

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so tired

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when does life get less humiliating?

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@avmeowvry happy birthday love <3 hope u had a great one

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because why do i hate myself for my style, my personality, my intelligence? why do i hate myself for traits i admire in other people? i have such a deep hatred for myself and its not even for the bad parts of me, its just me as a whole

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irrationally hate the parts of myself that i cant help

[melonella @musesiq]

girl who doesn’t sleep girl who sleeps too much girl that’s out of her mind

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@susitse raccoon or fox simply bc ur old layout is imprinted on my mind and it had that sort of vibe

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@whorejicha hoping u feel better soon lexee </3 fevers are so painful.. get lots of rest and stay hydrated 🫂

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i think people should write even if theyre not ‘writers’. i found an old short story i wrote in 2018 while clearing out my notes and wow.. didnt think i had mentally progressed until i read it. i feel reassured.

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@strawberryrexic YUP.. i get they get a lot of annoying ppl coming in but omg pls 😭😓

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why is the final boss of my life the gp office receptionist