borderline diaries

bpd memes and vents from a broken bitch

[borderline diaries @bpd_moon]

how i can’t take back the years of ruin i have caused my body and how i can’t ever promise it i’ll stop

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i only ever use this account when i’m morbidly depressed but i’ve been on a high for the last 2 months and i’m doing so good lol hi

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i don’t want to be here anymore

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@TerriGa87790547 i’m so sorry. sending love and hugs💜

[borderline diaries @bpd_moon]

i feel like my world is falling apart at my feet

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there is so little left of me inside this body

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i miss you so much you’re written in my thoughts 24/7

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when i feel like this my world physically looks more grey and dull and dark like that’s how intense it is it gets to the point where colours aren’t vibrant anymore the pain inside me starts showing in the world around me too

[borderline diaries @bpd_moon]

everything is so painful

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my mind feels so sick

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i feel like such a problem such a burden to everyone i’m just a weight that drags them down i’m so awful

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it’s all there is to me

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if this is how life is going to be then i don’t want to be here to live it

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i feel like there’s nothing left of me anymore

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i’m not worth the pain of knowing

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i want to burn myself down to the ground and spit on it’s grave i really fucking hate who i am i’m not worth anything at all i’m just so horrible

[borderline diaries @bpd_moon]

all i am is a burden

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feel like no one wants me around my existence means nothing my presence contributes nothing i am just worth nothing

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the self hate i have for myself comes out like word vomit i know people are sick of hearing it but i can’t stop

[borderline diaries @bpd_moon]

‘what the fuck is wrong with me’ i ask completely aware of my personality, mood and anxiety disorders