Hating myself every single day. I hate how many mistakes I make. I hate how I wasnโt ambitious or hard working. I know a lot of it is my mh but I know I could have done better. I regret who I am so much.
Does anyone else have that thing where they obsess over other people and wish you were them instead? ๐ถ Its just like โWow she is amazing I wish I had her identityโ ๐
intimacy is not who you let touch you naked. true intimacy is who you revealed your well concealed vulnerabilities to. not being cautious of exposing your true nakedness. hide nothing and allow them to see you at your lowest of lows.
I love how therapists are just adult versions of your imaginary friend, they listen to your shit, keep you company when no one else will and tell you what to do while making sure none of the consequences can be traced back to them :)