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lyrics/quotes that borderline my personality disorder @gimmickbots

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“now, do you feel what pain is?”
another voice in his heart spoke thus.
“yes. and that is what i deserve to feel.”

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.....maybe i'm no longer like the star you imagined.

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to be honest, i'm very bad at waiting. but i will wait specially for you.

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seeing you means… this never-ending nightmare is finally over, right?

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you are my sweetest downfall.

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at the end of this story, there is only a cold spot stained with blood and empty air.

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i… i don’t deserve your love.

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but this time... this time.. did i... really protect anything...?

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i need to see you one more time.

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.....maybe i'm no longer like the star you imagined.

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everything you've created, every little thing... i will destroy.

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i want you to cry for me.. when i.. die...

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what does it feel like to “care for your family”?.....i'm sure it must be.. a warm kind of feeling.

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i don't have that “guilt” the adults are talking about in the first place, so not even this dream will blame me.

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i will never be able to love you, i couldn't if i tried

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i don't know why i'm doing this to you... i don't know. ...why, why am i doing this to people... i love so much?

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it's really laughable that it hurts this much when i know i'll die either way.

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if rescuing you is a sin... i'll gladly become a sinner.

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as long as i can make them laugh, it doesn't matter how, i'll be alright. if i succeed in that, the human beings probably won't mind it too much if i remain outside their lives. the one thing i must avoid is becoming offensive in their eyes: i shall be nothing, the wind, the sky.

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if you knew everything, i know you'd try to save me.
you're such a kind person.
i'm sure you'll end up forgiving me again.
but that's not going to happen. i'm sorry.
i'm so sorry.